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Saturday, October 10, 2009

Rubbish Topic

I guess i should put everything back to what it is from the start. When certain things that does not belongs to you will never be yours. Thus, i should not hold back the things that shouldn't and does not belongs to me anymore. It's time for me to go back to my working track. Not longer slacking and play around/PS3.

Buried myself in work is the best way to kill my time. Althought will get lesser time to spend and chat with my friends but this is what our life should be at the very first point.

Me and you got not much topic to share about while you and her does got more. I'm just hereby to say that you don't belongs to me. You belongs or she belongs to your heart. She is/has the key to your heart =) While i'm just there to keepsafe the key.

Blessed.

I guess i'm not going for any further studies anymore. I think my heart wasn't there at all either. Maybe i just want to work and earn some income just to survive. If time allowed, i would had taken more then just one job. To keep myself busy at work. Since i'm quite this kind of person. Except killing my time at work, the other is spend whole day with my friends chatting, gathering etc

At work, there may be happy, angry and sad days but it will all end after the day ends. Next day will be another brand new day. Never keep the past too much.

I had to learn to overcome with all kinds of situtaions. A way to protect my heart, my mind. I guess i'm just too soft-hearted. That's what Michelle had been always saying between us. We both is just too soft-hearted to let people anyhow step us. We help people work and they doesn't seem to be apprectiate much. Maybe that's the reason why we are so close and chatty.

I seriously don't know what my heart or i'm searching for. Even myself can't tell what i searching for so don't expect you will know.

Whoever that is reading this post.. Don't come ask me what happened. lol

Just use your imaginary to think ba..

Most of the things never goes smoothly. It needs to go thru alot of hardship before you get to the point. For me, my hardship haven't comes or i just don't want to admit it. Maybe one day when i get used to stop eating meats and turn into a vegetarians i might even turn into a Nun. HAHAHA

Yea Yea Yea , Nonsense right?

I'm not young anymore. Soon i'll be 22. almost 1/3 of my life had pass. I do wish i can die as early as i can but of course is after my dad.. And best is i'm not married =) So there will be only my close friends there to be cry for me when the receives the bad news. =p

Actually i hope no one ever remember me. This thought does not came in today. It came in many years ago. I was thinking if one day i'm to die, i wish whole world no one remembers me. Not even a single of my pictures left or i disappear from the picture.

Sound Silly i know. Just i don't wanna anyone sad over my death one day~~

Lalala~ I shall end here ba. Don't come tell me : OMG WHAT HAPPENDED??? Relax K?

I'm sure i'm very relax not just not happy. LOL Normal mood only.

Oh Ya.. tomorrow suppse Joseph is meeting my sis.. And suppose he don't wanna meet her alone. And tmorrow i had to work full shift le. So tomorrow he had to meet her alone. Anyway, after the had been on phone for about 6hrs+ Yesterday(09/10/09 12am) i guess after the talk, he's ok or happy to meet her alone without me being extra. LOL As in 3 people actually is weird. I just want to pass my sis things only. May tmorrow is a wonderful day between the both of you.

Blessed

Since today i off, i msn her at 4+ asking whether want meet me and i pass her the stuffs. Well she in Lan now. So had to wait her go home time then meet her and pass her the stuffs. Tomorrow they will be happy fun for sure. Maybe i sound jealous, but i do will bless them =)

All the best for Joseph and Candy.

EH.. If Joseph you got read it ah... Don't worry about anything. Just do what your heart wants. I'll be there to support you and accept anything that happens~ It's not going to hurt me. But it might hurt my sis. I doubt you will read the whole text tho.. So much too read. Which it does not link to your job de stuffs. Bleh~~

Enjoy Your days People~

Thanks for supporting me in reading here~

Thanks to all people who is always by my side to chat with me/Talk cock, craps.

Cheers