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Monday, June 22, 2009

So long le...

I know it's been quite long since i last blog. Just lazy to blog not nothing to blog... Maybe try to blog this few days ba...

Friday, June 05, 2009

Just Venting

Hais... Can't get to sleep.. Had to go for interview at 2PM later. After that 8PM go work.. Sure K.O... I'm abit tired but not that sleepy.. Lie on bed for 1 1/2 hours still didn't get to sleep. So think alot of things. Like the thing happens on Wednesday and what me and Michelle had chat about the people and Zouk... The people there is okok. Girls abit act proud. Heard that Michelle says the boys is way better then the girls. I'm not too sure about this tho. Only know that the girls isn't that friendly. As even sit at the same table during dinner, they only talks among themselves treating you like invisible. Nevermind, i know because i'm new so maybe i noob to you guys and no topic to talks about.

I guess on the 6th day of working in Zouk i will tell them i don't want to work le. Not because of stress nor i don't suit. The problem lies on you guys. Heard that Michelle says she heard people saying actually they don't need anymore cashiers. What's the point of hiring us if you guys don't need anymore cashiers? For free labour???

I once told Michelle that Andrew once says, those people they trained before ran away when they can't handle the crowded, something like this. But maybe is not true. Maybe it is.... As i find that the crowded is only at certain time not always.

I don't know whether i should write a feedback form. The problem really don't lies on me. Body language body language... Why do we need body language in Zouk when you don't even had to talk to anyone or not one to talks to??? The place might be small but not small until keep bump on the Bartender right? Hello, look at my size. Am i fat?? Seriously, Andrew Foo, i don't really mind it when on 6th May you told us to go home after we had sat there for about 1hour, but Michelle actually abit pissed you didn't know. Yea, we admit that, when you call us we didn't picks up your call is our fault. Or you guys is trying to revenge on that fault on me now? I'm not stupid not dumb, i learn things not slow either. I know how to do all the things by now, just maybe will still make mistake for the closing part.

I seriously don't understand what that woman is thinking. Maybe she only allow people that's nice to her or close to her. If rude/used abit higher tone on her, she will stab you. I also didn't get it, why must you get so work up when i had placed about 5x$1 coins where i had standby for the sales. It's not yet closing right? Just an example putting there doesn't mean that is what i will put into the sales. Just to make things simple is to count it first right??? Different people had different ways of doing their things, you don't like the way i do say out la, stand there and was like want to scold me liddat for F**K??? Then go complain.. You always use the phone when really no customers. Is this the right thing to do????

I think there's no point giving a feedback as well ba? No matter what i says, i'm sure you all confirm side her. Not because she's right. It's because i'm new and noob and she had worked there for 1year plus while i only just go in and she backstab me. Oh ya got ONE point i forgot to mention. We're working in Zouk not Winebar BITCH. Music is so loud in all outlet except Winebar, you guys should know that sometimes we humans if get used to a certain tone, might not suddenly change it back fast. If she don't like people to reply her the answer she don't like, say straight to the point you want, don't go act pity. Full-Time is not big, even ur paid is LOWER then LiTing. LiTing is only part timer and also worked 1year plus but paid higher then you.

Why i should be the only one changing my attitude? I don't even chat with any people during working time. No one is free to chat except those Bartender when they gather around near each other or the Floor staffs. I had to picks up the call also a mistake, i had never picks up those call until Wednesday, wakao, i first time picks up the call the caller told me next time had to say is which area. I know this la but first time picks up call react slow, and it's you the one calling you telling me if not you don't know you called where??? hahaha? Hais... People in Zouk i guess all got problem one. Either all butch or Female with Male Names. Like Andrew Foo, Kelvin.. They are FEMALES... Having seeing i keep say bad things about Zouk maybe you guys think i'm the only one being crazy.

I really quite disappointed for this job leh. Eh, not the job.. is the people.. From tonight onwards, i will MIA during dinner and break. Supper maybe i will eat. I'm not going to see any other cashiers during those time except before work or after work. As that one cannot avoid. Maybe they gather up and stab me before i also would know. But if i know also no point, it only make thing worse. I tried to get along la. Just mostly i will be listener. It's hard to survive if we only can see each other and chat before/after work or during break time. Maybe only know abit longer le will add into msn or what.

Heard that most of them also using FaceBook. That bitch went to play the quiz called "What is my son name" She gets Jacbo, and may says Jacbo biscutit. GOOD. What a damm nice name for YOUR son, poor him.

How am i going to face them later??? I guess maybe can barely smile. But i'm sure i'm unable to look into their eyes.. As the anger for you should be still there. You knowing that, i might have left my pen over there, but you purposely asked May to ask whether it is my pen. Petty bitch. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH can't stop saying her bad...

$6.5/Hour is quite low for a pub you know? Even i found a job as a server/cashier crew the paid is between $6.50-$7.50. Whether meals provided i'm not sure. Zouk is meal provided and supper is only for Fridays and Saturday. If we make a mistake, had to fine us $5 and give us a warning letter. The free meals always 2items only, it's free cannot be chosey i know la. But until now, all i ate is chicken and vegetables. The only time i never eat is NasiLemak with hotdog and fishcake ba and maybe chillies.... Tonight maybe is chicken again. I guess from now onwards i skip all the dinner. Reach home then eat maggie mee/biscult.

It's not you choose the job, it's the job choose you. I know this but... i don't find that i don't suit this job. On the 2nd day of working i do think of maybe this job don't suits me as my back and legs is totally stiff. But i never think of this much, as the long i work in this, i will get used to it, right? Not sure whether i will survive until 6days or not. Maybe tonight is my last day and they will say "Goodbye"(and smile evil-ly) free labour success!!! Hopefully is with barley ba.. Skali is with other work 1year de staffs. LiTing or LiZhen please if really is partner worked 1year in Zouk de. I don't really wants to partner KaiLin. She's like over energentic.

How am i going to survive until tomorrow morning?? I really can't get to sleep.. it's already 8AM.. Will tonight be like Wednesday night? A happy day ends up with a bad/sad mood day.. Tomorrow mostly don't need to see the bitch face unless i suay saw her in the changing room. But during break time should be confirm will saw her de ba.. Why don't the leader say her? She also ought to change her attitude or is the way she talks. Talk like want to fight.

Works there for so long le doesn't mean got the rights to talk like ah lian or like you very big to me. I know you're consider a "senior staff". Even during in tako, i'm a "senior staffs" i talk to new people nicely, try to communicate with them, try to make sure they learn things well, try to let them do. But you leh?? What had you teaches me? If i never says teach me regrading the wine, promotions, etc etc things, you will write down and tell me one by one meh? You actually is also want to kill the time when i mention since now no customers you teach me lo. You think you so good meh? Good to people you likes only. You also don't wants to write from the start. All the way i doing only credits card payment. Yea to train my speed right. Ok lo. I do all the way lo. Don't let me do cash payment and other things. Don't even bother to talks to me, just let me stand there and like a dummy. Unless i asked you things then you will reply for that questions ONLY.

Remember i once says about 1A and 1B bills need to check clearly before bill out? Wednesday got this once they put 1B bills that had to settle to my side, so i hand to the bitch, and she walk to 1B and hand to carrie, maybe is from that time onwards she gather the unhappy things i GAVE to her. It's quite nonsense.. If really is from there onwards de, you want me to do it by myself, just say. Or maybe you was very happy that you can go over so to chat with carrie. Aiya..... I don't know why i keep saying the bitch... Maybe i feel angry maybe i can't let go maybe i find that she's a totally nonsense bitch... Crap, really can't stop it........ Pray hard today with barley, with barley, with barley!!!!

Stupid senior leader says if get the same feedback will don't want me. If really so, i think is they gang up. If later i really never talks much or really never talk in that way. Maybe is the bitch don't like the way i talk nia. She ownself also talk not in a good way. Pui, say that bitch again.. Why on the 2nd day don't put me with other people instead of the bitch? Why wednesday also with her. Hais, why can't Zouk got more people like Barley??? Carrie not bad also, she's only 20(Just turn 20 last week). Maybe the bitch is like my sis type, abit more to immature and likes to play around only. Eat more eat more, get fatter and fatter. Abit quite hard to get along with people over there, not sure why but maybe because they don't know who the hell are you or don't even want to bothers about you until certain numbers of time they sees you/work with you.

Talk less also a fault? I don't really know why, whenever i speak less it seems like it's my fault or it is a fault for speaking less. Sometimes when the position of counter keep change, starting you need to get use of the things, like where the box are. I haven't get used to it and tio say by her, observe around you. Take note of the incoming credit cards, cash payment. The leader also says she got observe me not say she don't have. Ya observe, from which point?? From far you can see my attitude??? Wow so pro man, you good "shun feng er" and "qian li yan". If sing along with the music also is consider a bad attitude, NEXT TIME set this rules and tell the next batch of new cashiers onwards.

Die Die Die. Curse all of you. Make my life meaningles for working in there. The interview at 2PM better success hor... And the job for the server or cashier/counter crew. So can take 2 jobs =D Just nice to kill the time. Reach home online few hours like the past and sleep. If the LTA job paid got at least $1.1k good le but i think the paid should be quite low ba. $900-$1000 nia i think. As it's LTA, i went to their web page and saw the benefits. I guess the transport should be free. Not sure for how many trips or the among of travel allowance. Hopefully if get this job, get this benefits la.. So i can save alot = =

Too long de post... Sorry make those people that reads the eyes turn @_@ I didn't mean it... As the title says le. Venting. LOL I'm sorry lah Peiru.. No pictures. I also want a blog post with something like Wenqi de, alot pictures but i don't have a nice camera, neither a good handphone. And i was like really nothing can take picture of... In Zouk got the secruity camera de. . . Skali i take pictures tio caught. Haha unless is customers take picture for me la =x Aiya i end here ba. If not i gonna say non- stop again le..... Bye.

Have a nice day for myself..

GOOD BYE UNLUCKY MAY. WELCOME LUCKY JUNE <3

Thursday, June 04, 2009

Day 3

Today woke up at 3plus. Got a call from LTA regrading the Customer Service Position i applied about 2months ago.. Asking whether i'm still interested in this job. Ofcourse i do!! Actually awakes at 12plus. And was sms-ing Michelle. Heard that while she's on her way to MRT station, the strip and mad guy from channel 8, Steven Lim, stopped her while she was walking pass the Bus Interchange... Saying alot of stuffs and wants to film Michelle in the new drama, Shuang Zhi Xing. But her chinese cannot make it la. And she had to rush for work, so Steven Lim wasted his saliver for saying so many.. LOL. Who the hell is Steven Lim i don't know at all. So i asked Peiru and Singwee. Both say don't know is who and i told them about what he told Michelle. So SingWee was like "OH I KNOW LE" her friend kena before as well, and she say Steven Lim film for blog nia. LOL So shitty... Lame him.

I woke up quite early actually, so turn on the computer watched the latest Bleach and 2 episode of a Japan family cartoon with taiwan sub. I likes the way taiwanese speak. 435PM, bath, 545Pm leave the house.. Reached Tiong Bahru at hmmm, around 645PM. Walk slowly to Zouk.

Reach there 705Pm bah.. Walk up to the office, took a XS uniform, went to iron it and change it. After that went back up to office, today i count the money for opening, work in Disco BAR 1A today with FREDA..

Almost i do all the things, open shift, take out things that need to be taken out, write the opening stocks etc. After that dinner time, today's dinner was Curry chicken rice with eggs fried with chillies or is green beans. Done eating, go to Roll Call. -Roll Call- A place where manager or staffs gather together(only Zouk, disco area staffs) and say about the promotions etc etc. Then just listen lo. I don't know i need paper or what at all. So just try to remember it, That FREDA later on says "minru arh, next time bring a paper or what on the Roll Call". WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS? I'M STILL NEW U EXPECT ME TO KNOW THE FUTURE FIRST?You din't even F**KING tell me finish about Roll Call on Saturday.. Talk until Wednesday Roll Call at 830PM and we went for Dinner.. And you didn't continue after the break. Hais.. Nevermind.. 9plus le. Lights turn off, Zouk opens.. Manager : Cashiers you may go. Ok, go back to my position with FREDA.

Second time pair up with her. This time is see me do things, walao everytime she eat eat eat snacks only. I'm sure you hates me from the starts, because you will only choose those you think you are very close with or can get along with you better de Floor Staffs and share you snacks. You will never ask me about it. Not like other staff. You belongs to the Stingy group!!

For me today the time is quite fast. That counter i was standing was Michelle first day spot. Maybe is different day so the disco area is different. Michelle says it was damm bored at there. But i find it quite nice, maybe is Wednesday, Ladies Night. 12AM le, i go for my second break 10mins...... Go back le, got alot bills haven't settle, but FREDA was doing it, i just stand there lo. Like what she told me to do. Until she finishes then i take back.. I confirm that you think that i'm a newie a noob so you ofcourse more fast then me. Pui, i new so what ofcourse abit slower then you what. I know every part of yours is bigger then mine. OK?

1plus, the music at this time is nice.. Got Y.M.C.A, Nobody~, Season in the Sun, It's My Life and one more i forgot the name. Sang by Spice Girls "Love Me Love Me, Says that you love me~" Maybe you know which song is this.. So the time is faster from now on..

2plus, time to count the cash sales and credit card sales etc.... Around 3AM i guess that FREDA ask what is this when i open the cash box. I told her is the sales lo. She says liddat arh huh. As i got 3 $1 coins there, so i told her haven't done mah. Walao liddat only she go complain to Senior Leader say i bad tone/attitude etc. F**K you la. PUA CHEE BYE. Not happy say out straight la. Backstabber. You like to say F**K YOU so much why not use it to scold me in front of my face instead of backstabbing me?? Mother F**KER. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

FINE... So she picks up a call and tell me, you go up office, they call you. Crap, i was thinking might be the what credit card lost problem want ask me... Ok, gone up le, was told to sit there for awhile until she free to come talk to me. She's free next, she sat down and asked me blah blah what FREDA says i rude etc, is it i felt stress or what etc. Or she gave me stress etc.... Wakao.. I tried to bear it with my tears. But after she says something i can't stands it anymore, tears starts to drop... Then she say things like, maybe don't want you etc, not like i really want this job la. Just want to earn more only. And what you know about what the paper you sign says, must work 6days then get paid. If you really leaves before 6days i see how first. Friday, i put you train under another person bah, if i get the same feedback, i'm sad to say this job don't suits you.. So, you cool down abit, you go BAR 3 find KaiLin, just watch her do things will do..

My mood was actually quite good today until FREDA spoils my mood.. The first day i see you, the remark for you is Average. After today, remark for you DROPPED TO THE HELL!! You this kind of woman is the most dangerous. Why got guys like you de? So violet on the way you speak.

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Legend of the sea/东海战

Today i watched this on PPS... The chinese version.. Damm funny from the start(To me la).

There's a fish saying the poem like this :

床前明月光光光

疑是地上霜霜霜

举头望明.... 哇!好好好.. 好多死鱼啊!?

After that is sharks, the noob shark talks like "jie ba" lol. And the noob shark use binocular saw something,(actually is the prawn head)and he got scared and told another smarter shark got monster faster go la. LOL So the smarter shark took over the binocular and view it itself while he was scolding the noob shark timid, chey, it's a prawn only. Don't even fills my stomach it says..

There's a startfish that looks like LI XIAO LONG!!! LOL It also looks like banana =S

Well i still watching it. It's nice xD Go watch it if you haven't watched.