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Monday, May 25, 2009

MapleSea

Well, got nothing to do.. AuditionSea had to patch again but it keep hang. So i intend to download MapleSea to play it for fun and take a look at the episode two. Although i don't like Maple as is a 2D game. So i went to download it at their main page. It tooks about 4hours. In the meanwhile i watch some shows in PPS.. The A-Go-Go-Princess, guess you guys should be familar with it as it's a singapore show.

Ok, done downloading Maple. Crap. Computer hang and i had to type this part all over again.... Let me think i say what over here...

Hmm.. After done, downloading, time to install it... Installing......... Woot, done. Load it now, and login. Asiasoft want me to change password for my own safety. So head to their main page to change it lo. Done changing it. Login Maple again. Booom, Dced. "Connection for current had end" Stupid Window Vista problem. Not sure how to fix. Tried to find a solution in their main page. But all doesn't works. Give up. hahaha

Hmm, i realise that some people should had blocked me in MSN. Well, maybe same goes to my sis. As she knows that i sure will tell her to give up.

As for some other people, maybe J. Avoiding me or what. lolx. Let's see if he online later. If never see him online means i tio blocked ba.lolx I'm just too sensitive. Thinks too much when i got nothing to do. Sorry

Something i want to tell J if he reallys blocked me : No need to block me de, you want delete me, avoid me can tell me. As in if u want me to stop talking to you/kacau you i will stop de and maybe will ignore you for quite a long time le. ^^

I know blocking people is the best way to avoid people from chatting with you. But if really wants to block people, might as well just delete and blocks it. You can choose to add it back next time, simply just go option->privacy->see who added you in their list. Simple steps nia. For your information : I'm not blame-ing anyone here.

As for aother person, ZhiWei aka idunno. If i can see you online means you didn't blocks me. But when i talk to you, can you at least reply a single word? No matter i'm offline already or away. Handphone isn't fake as well, or you can always reply whenever you sees me online the next day, next time. I saw your status just changed to online so i ask you something, but you also choose to ignore. If you want to ignore so much, might as well delete me liao. Maybe you're busy studying but i'm sure you are busy GE-ing. Or telling me that it's the new version of MSN confusing you again...

I may sound so unreasonable but..... I don't really like it when people i cares don't reply me. No matter how long it is i hope you guys reply at least something. Sometimes is damm tiring by repeating the same thing over and over and over and you guys still didn't get it or never reply to the question. Cut some slack i know. I tries to do so. But sometimes when there's something to chat and i wish you can chat with me? If you don't want chat can says so don't keep reply me and get yourself frustated.

I never say anyone right now. I'm just digging the past out to say. Or i'm just venting everything.. Anyway, i want to tell my friends : Saying out what your heart wants to say. Don't tell me this but actually your heart wants to tell me another answer. Please repect your friend, Boyfriend, Girlfriend...

I always thinks that why they can blog everyday. Now i get it... When you're bored you are able to do so. I always work in the past so even if i blogs also no point as everyday talking about what happened at work. But now i'm currently jobless and was like venting here. Tries to blog everyday. No matter important stuffs or not. I keep wondering whether i should clear my MSN. But those friends although we never talk for maybe a god dam long long long time.. I still will keep, as some of them is my Gamer friends. Might go back those games, and able to chat again. Right now i really don't know what to do.

Maybe is just get a job and work work work work work.. Reach home online awhile and sleep. Just like last time end work reach home online 4-6hrs and sleep around 8hrs...

I always tell myself, i had never make myself regret in anything i do. But i think i maybe regret saying "No more". lolx Don't ask i use it on where. Just don't think dirty.

I know there isn't much people reading my blog. The most common one ofcourse will be michelle reading it. Eve, Peiru, Samantha should be reading once in awhile. As for wenqi, don't think she know or notice about my blog yet as she have yet to update her blog, so might not see i had tagged on her cbox.

Michelle says that my blog is so short, this is the longest post i will be posting...

I really miss the past.. The past where i was working in Motorola, Long John Silvers' and ofcourse 1st year in TakoPachi.. And new people in TakoPachi.. Eve aka SingWee, JueBing, maybe Xiuping as she starts work later then JueBing and Eve.

Come to think of it... Since age of 14, i been working at the north area only. Had never gone to other part of singapore to work before. Maybe it's time to move further. Thought of getting the job in Changi Airport. Got nice aircon, ang mo(s) and ofcourse it will be quite slack i suppose.. Can see alot of people from different countries. Just that the working time.. 3-11pm By the time, still got MRT go home? Maybe got maybe had to take cab. Around $30 if take cab. How about take cab to like hmm, orchard and change MRT =/ saves alot more. But waste abit more of the time =p

My circle of friends ain't alot. As in i got alot of friends but all not that close. I can get along with all people in games as long as it don't irritates me or get irritated by me. But that's only in game. Once we're out of game, we ain't close anymore. E.G. we quitted the game, we don't really have the things to chat with anymore after sometimes.

I'm sure a big failure in everything i do =/ Friendship, Family, Job, Relationship, just everything. All failed... Even my blog is so dead? Maybe because i'm scared of alot of things. I may likes to be alone sometimes but i think i'm actually scares of being alone? Especially the place where there's isn't anyone i know. Or there's someone i know but they're busying doing their stuffs and i had to sit there all alone or strolling around. End up getting myself bored and starts to yawn.

Hmm, maybe should find a boyfriend/husband like my dad says ba. Older guy that can control and support the girl is the best. lolx Say until so easy... Aiya i said so much le. I think i should stops. Gonna rot again... GOD... Grant me a job please..

Michelle, long enough for you to read??? lolx

I LOVE YOU <3

(I'm saying to everyone & future husband if there's one among my male friends. lolx)