JuSt RubBiSh

9 December 2009

2009-12-09T18:08:00.006+08:00

I found something meaningful..

Today, i found some other random people's blog writing something that looks so nice. And it actually looks like reflecting on what had happened to me. Or what i actually happen to same as the person or the other way.

Here it goes :

我以为找个人来代替你那我就不会在想你了，可事实不是这样的，就算我和别人一起了可我的心还是在你那里，我忘不了你也放不下，我很努力的让自己不去想你了，可我发现我还是做不到，我忍着不给你电话不给你发信息就是想自己可以早点忘记和放下你，可到今天我才知道原来我做不到我放不下，我该怎么办啊？到今天我的脑子里都还全是你的影子啊，我就快要疯了，我好辛苦啊，我们分开都好多天了可为什么我还是放不下你啊？难道我这辈子都只能思念着你过自己吗？老天真的和我开了个很大的玩笑，而我们就象个梦一样，一开始这个梦很美很真，突然间梦就醒了，梦就是虚构的，只能幻想却不会变给真实，梦在美最终都还是会醒的，当梦醒了就什么都没有了一切也都结束了，你们的爱情就是一个梦，可明知道总有一天梦会醒的可我还是接受不了，我恨老天为什么要让我认识你，为什么要让我爱上你却不给我们一起，我真的很想

20 November 2009

2009-11-20T18:25:00.003+08:00

Happy Bithday To Myself

Well, just to blog to say that. Lolz..

Got some call and wishes from friends in FaceBook and Sms-es as well.

End..

8 November 2009

2009-11-08T20:18:00.003+08:00

It's November le

On 3rd November 2009, Zhi Wei suddenly Msn me... Asking me what happened. So began to tell him what happened. And he asked whether want go out as i mention that he is the one that was back out to meet up. And so that's the first time we meets up. Meet at Jurong Point walk around and say more about what had happened to me or around me. And dinner lo...

Birthday coming soon le... In September, still thought that this year birthday got people to celebrates with me.. It's been over 6years since i wishes to go for a Star Curise. But i had never taken a boat/ship before.

It will be One Month soon in 12days. 20th November, exact my birthday never get to see Joseph le. Dam sad because it's my birthday -.- I been trying hard not to think of you. But whenever im too free or bored, i suddenly will think of what are you doing or what will you be doing now. Helping friends out at their shops or playing Dynasty Warrior 6 with sis or playing Fifa 10 with friends. Had never sms-ed you for so long. Even sms, also not sure what to send you. You will not reply me as well.. Claiming that you either forget reply or busy until forgets. Well, it's just actually you changed the way you treats me nia. Really wish we can get back to normal.

About 8 weeks more to Year 2010. About 2 months more you will be going for studies, which is i get to know on 31th October only. About 3 months more you will be returning to Taiwan. Seriously, i hope i can send you off at the airport when the day you had to depart.

Hopefully, in Year 2010, will be a great Year to be. Hope im able to travel overseas as well. Hope you will be contacting me back like normal friends at least. Please stay healthy.

Currently, i really don't know what i should do. I tried to stay at my current job. Wondering whether i should continue working over at Just Acia during weekends to earn more money.. To cover the expenses on travel... Whether i should stay in BCS for long term not, im so uncertain of it. But they do wish to get perm staff.. But the paid is actually quite low. Hais, just that it's at Toa Payoh.. and still had to spend about an hour to reach there.

Im quite tired of working or life le... Somehow really wished might as well get married off. And be "Tai Tai" at home, sometimes go out work part-time nia. But i guess my life is just full of hardship ba.. Feel like changing my name leh. Just the centre letter to another word but still "min" as i found one nice de letter which i quite likes it as well.. Maybe find one day got some money le, go find Yun Long Zhi? hahha

SE Satio is out.. Should i wait til Chinese New Year etc time then get the handphone? Feel like getting W995 as well. Hais... It will cost a bomb.. Or i should wait til Feb i guess, the month which my contact 1year le?

There's two things that always kills, which is L.O.V.E and MONEY... Both actually can consider is killing me. As i work very hard to earn some MONEY and hurt by L.O.V.E deeply once.

No matter what happens, i still want to tell you. I'll always by your side when you needs me. I'll never leaves you even if you ignores me. I'll will stand by your side no matter what happens. You will always be the only one in my heart.

Life is getting more and more boring for me i guess. Maybe because of my current job ba. Not like my old job can talk around, gossip, listen to aunties talk craps + gossip and laugh around the shop. Really don't know what kind of job suits me. I do wish that i can go for futher studies, just to get a diploma, so i can get a job easier and paid will be better. But my heart really not into studies and now also got finance problems. And i still really can't get which courses i wants.

I thought of Business studies, Joseph had recommended Tourism Studies before. But i sometimes also somehow wants to take Early Childhood courses. But i just don't really like kids... But i do quite like this course. As a teacher of kindergarden. Or even teaches Pri 1, Pri 2 kids. Due to my lazy eyes, i take this course also will suffer ba...

Whether true L.O.V.E exist or not, im not sure. As i had never believed in it that much.. But i do quite believed in fate. For now, all i had to do is pray that everything will be fine for me. I do have some evil thought running thru my mind. As for what i mostly guesses is right. Somehow i wish that this time my guesses is right too. Or i should believe it will.

Yesterday, 7th November. Had a chat with SingWee and she talk to me about christian things. Today, a lady and a guy knocked my house door at 12plus. They talk to me about christian things as well. And told me Jesus's father name, which is GOD. But i had totally forgot the name of GOD and their names too.. Wondering whether they knocked on other doors as well as they says they go to all houses. I stand at the window looking down at 2-6th storey for sometime.. Never see them. Maybe i listened and they thinks mission accompolish. No need continue le hahaha... Or GOD is hinting me i should convert to Christian. As i do thought of this. Just lazy to attend to church.. As it's so far away from my house....

On the 6th November, 2038hrs, Yang Wen became father! Grats to him. Should be a baby boy ^.^

In Year 2010, i hope you would get hurts. No! Better don't get yourself got hurt. When you're been hurt, i will feel the pain as well.

Sometimes, i may says that i don't care. But actually im not sure why sometimes the things i do is actually showing that i cares. I hope i can change. Change to a kind that dare to say all kinds of things out which i don't like, or like. Dare to say the things out i wish to say or i want to say from my heart.

I want to tries to change my lifestyle. Sleeping time, grooming, dressing. Almost everything. But i still cant deny that im a LAZY bum.. All i change for now is my sleeping time. But i still unable to sleep straight from 10-11pm til next morning. Hais...

If i can, i wish my lazy eyes is cured, i wish i got a better complex(both body and face). Hais....

Mr.Right ah Mr.Right, is he my Mr.Right? My heart is telling me YES.

Really wish to go back to the past or just turn the time back to where i had make a mistake or back to where i should had make this not a mistake. Now all i had to do i wait. Wait for the day the mistake will be not a mistake at all. It's just a path i had to go thru. or We had to go thru.

Tomorrow is Monday... Will OT.. Confirm until 6plus again. What things should i standby at there to bite while OT? Tibits? Bread?.. Mineral Water is a must. One day at least 300-600ml Plain water is it enough for daily, Joseph?

Lunch should be eating bread as well~ Til now i still unable to get back old appetite. Maybe because of my change at work also ba. Eat too full want to sleep. Just full or not hungry ok le ba. Disgest quite slow also. Not like at Just Acia keep run around like doing workout at the counter. Hahaha. BCS walk abit or stand awhile nia. Mainly sit on office chairs.. Wonder whether i will stay in this job for years.. Im actually don't really like the job duties i had to do.. Keep forget to check one of the items.. Dates, Post Dated, Payee, Signature, Word & Figure, Code, Amount tally not. Surely i will get at least 2-3 mistake.

Just what's wrong with me. End work le will be so lazy to go anywhere. How do those ladies end work le still can go play around til late night? If im working at 12pm at Just Acia, i can do so. But at BCS, 830 OR 9AM work til at least 315 or 345PM. Napping time. Sleepy -.- Keep yawn.

Oh ya.. Saw 6 coming soon~ Chipmunks 2 & Paranormal Activity(Horror) looks nice~ If this movies out in September good le.. Can watch with you. Well, next time hope got chance to catch a show with you ^.^

It's about time to sleep. 930PM soon. Not sleepy yet. Hais.

Oh ya. Yesterday, went to NTUC with dad. After getting some items we need, he asked me whether there's anythings i want to get. I say no but he telling me go see. So walk around, and saw TRONKY! Last time can be found only in 7-eleven. After that hard to find le. Then saw oppsite house that QC market got sell individual de, Sometimes go over will get. But now NTUC sells it, so happy. And buy 2 boxes got offer xD so i got 2 Boxes. Yesterday i ate 4 sticks -.- today ate 2. 1 box finished.. Haha.

And i wanted to look for Moisturiser, so walk around that facial foam area. Got 1 promoter there asked me what i'm searching for so i told her lo. And listen to her promote. She promotes me follow me items. Under offer. Actually don't like this brand la. haha But the smell is nice. She all the way promote that, then end up getting a Moistursier, Toner, Sunblock and Refine. Total about $55. Free me a small Cleanzier and a small bag ^.^v She actually recommended another product which costs $39, quite expensive for me so i never gets it. Saw SilkPro items actually on promotions also de. But aiya never ba... Guess all this can last at least 3-4months ba =p Hope it changes my complex. Total bill : $111.00 hahaha

Everyday at BCS open envelope etc, think is cause my hands to dry up and cause of aircon ba. Need start to use lotions le ba.. Or hand cream. Maybe i should start to learn some makeup during im out for shopping in future? And dressup.

Yea.. Part of the reason i will want to do so much change is all because of you as well. Maybe is i want you to regret? Or maybe it's time for a change on me. At least abit ba. Very fast i will be back to the normal lazy self. hahahahaha

Really wish time goes faster. Til the day i can retired or just relax more. Not like now had to work and work to paid insurance as my savings. >.<

Mummy! Where is the Law Firm that can claim the left over Will of yours that i should get last year? I really do remember that when im 18 i get some and the paper write it's only certain % of what you left over. During ah ma's funeral, dad mention got how much as well le. So i never remember wrongly. Hope your this Will can help me solve all problems.

Such a long post that's not consider venting this time. Just bored and thought of writing it as well. Don't know when will be the next time blogging le. Everytime not pictures. Except Michelle willing to read, i doubt there's another person le. Maybe sis will, to check out any news over here ba. bleh

2009-10-28T19:10:00.010+08:00

I wish...

This sunday, suppose is go find you.. Now all hope shatters. I wished to hug you and say some heart felt words de... And something else..

Maybe i just say here le...

(If i'm hugging you, i want to say this is the first time i really hugs you, you can bring me peace)

Joseph.. this is the very first time i called your name out.. And i will call you this from the very next time i see you le. Only will use Joe when needs to use shortcuts... Bleh..

Joseph.. Sorry and i loved you once..

Joseph.. Sorry to makes you suffer that stuck inbetween..

Joseph.. Sorry for what i ever says makes you angry and frowned..

Joseph.. Sorry for everything i had did..

Joseph.. I really wish everything can go back to the start..

Joseph.. Sorry for not listen to your true heart feel.

Joseph.. Sorry to force you..

Joseph.. Sorry that i had never be honest to myself to tell you my truth words...

Joseph.. Sorry that i'm unable to send you the message in my heart and i'm unable to receives yours.

Joseph.. Sorry.. Really sorry. I really wished to go up your house this sunday de.. Got things i wished to ask from you from the very first and only time.. But no more can say it le..

Joseph.. Sorry.. At this point i know i can't 'truely' bless you. But i really wish you are happy and blessed.

Joseph... If you would had says you would't want to take back the money maybe i will had listen to it. Just that it's scorpio's habit.. Don't like/wish to owe anything ba. Not say i want to make things so bad/worst de.

Joseph... Maybe certain things should say out never say but if you never say out of course i will also not saying out..

Joseph... Why didn't you speak your true heart earlier to me.. You say it out when i'm very sad about the funernal and when i had sunk into deep water of yours.

Joseph.. Even now that i now your MSN puts "happily attached" is to show it to me but i still can't get over it so fast lah..

Joseph.. Ai wu ji wu and Ai is a different things... You should know it de. But i'm telling you that i really likes you alot. I don't know why. But i really like. No matter you're sad, happy, down i also wish i can share the bundle/joy.

Joseph... If you don't want to care about me le, you should not had say you still wan be friends and the concern/care for me will still be the same. And yet you don't want to reply me le. You know how sad it is?

Jospeh... I really thinks that you're the one for me. Thus, i say i will wait no matter how long it takes. The words still counted til now but 3years later leh? Maybe still will ba? Or maybe not.

Joseph.. I still wanna says this before de.. If 3years later.. We both not married to anyone yet. Will we get married?

(Ya.. In my dream...)

If only i can turn the time back... I wish i had never remembered who are you, perhaps...

If i can choose, i wish i can die now.

Well, actually from the very first day you bring her to your house can guess abit de la. . . Just i want to trust you. Hais. Now then tell me all the 'truth' i think even more ba? How to get back to my life/concentrate on my work?

Really don't know how long then will get back to my track le..

I also don't get it why when you both if know the truth le, still want hides it. Hais. If only say earlier, confirm earlier i will not be like what i'm now le ba?

2009-10-27T18:28:00.004+08:00

Lies...

Don't know why.. From the day my ah ma passed away plus you leave me,i feel so empty. Maybe because no longer receives your sms-es and no more chatting at night before you sleep/after i knock off from work and reach home. No longer will see you on MSN as you had let my sis use the com and you are avoiding to see my MSN "sad" title. >.<

Been chatting on MSN with Jovin recently =_= no choice, entertain him. And i happen to know that, from the very starts, she lied to Joseph... About she got work as a "Flyer Distributor".. Stand along MRT stations that kind or what. Well, when i first heard that she is doing this so-called "Part-Time" job, i actually wonder will she do this kind of job??? But no choice ba, she what situation. Maybe really doing that job. No one knows. But Jovin says she doesn't even work. Hais, yea no point he lying now also. But well... Even if it's real, what's the use? Tell Joseph?? Tell him for what? He will believe ma? He will only say he don't care whether she lied about that anot le ba. That matter is over le...

Everything is over now, but i just can't stop thinking NONSENSE! Keep thinking why i had say all those and did all that?? How come i can do all this? How come i just can't be honest to myself more? How come i never tell him the words in my heart? How come we are unable to receives each other feel and thought? Maybe because we unable to SMS and chat on phone much from the day she stays over at your place ba.. Ya, it's me say better contact lesser when you home etc? But if you two sleep different place, you can actually call me up de. But you're lazy to explain all this.. Or don't wish to explain.

I really trust you de. But i just can't stop thinking that you everyday can talk to her and maybe sort things out and share your whatever joy of the day to her. But i can't... From your 5th refresher course onwards... I had never heard you say anything from it le. Not like the first few times. Whenever you end it le, you will call me up and share me what happened during your refresher course and what's so funny over it.

Seriously, i'm not sure what i want at all.... Currently maybe want you most ba?

Last Friday, 23rd Oct 2009. After end work le, i straight away gone to bed when i had reached home, change clothes and brain still keep thinking of you... 7+ i wokeup.. i decided to ask whether dad is free to give me a ride go down to hositpital from body checkup and suddenly i starts to cry.. Not sure why.

I keep cry and cry badly can tahan the tears from coming out. He never heard i say body checkup thou, so he just gave me some money and ATM, take cab go down TTSH and see doctor. Spend about 3hours there. It's around 12MN when i discharge from TTSH.... Not even a single car i can found on the road... I walk and walk til i nearly reaches big road. Once cab horn me, as i was walking along the double yellow lines. Broad the cab before 12MN.. Reach home eat porridge.

And starts to feel better.. Next year had to go back TTSH again.

Had told some friends about it included him. As it might be slight depression.
But you doesn't seems to care about me so much or even a single concern... And it makes me wonder whether it is you that replies me.

Today, 27th Oct 2009. 3hours 41mins to 3days you had not replied for my message saying "Anw, wb. How's fishing? N rmb wat i ask for next wk" Why don't you reply to this... I just want to concern or ask about how's fishing. Or you actually call it off and went chalet with her? I believe you wouldn't give up fishing lor.

Hais, about 4days more to go before i will sms you ba. I wish i can tell you about what i know from him. But mostly you will not buy in ba.

Life is cruel. Especially to me? All i got is my dad.... And some close friends.

Maybe all is fate la. Fate makes me had to work Full Shift on the day suppose we meet up. Became the two of you meet up only. And makes me keep feel so uneasy.. And since when you likes her back i also don't know... "So fat lo, fat until so ugly.. I don't even know why i last time like her" this sentence.. I keep thinking now... Whether you say from your truth heart or it is really like what Michelle says "ALL EXCUSES"

But i do believe it is more to your truth words. But is it the first day meet up le and like her back? And scare to tell me? Or scare i know? Hais.... You 2 chat on the phoe few days before meet up. From that day onwards maybe already likes her back le and so happy to able meet her alone on Sunday.. Chatted so long hours from the past til present. I really don't what the hell i'm doing.

Somehow yes i push you two together. That's because i feel you heart likes her more? Or i feel like i'm extra? If you don't want be with her, i push also no use right? hahaha Stupid =_= Speak rubbish again. Aiya end here la...

Not saying if i never push you will go with me, just can't bear to see you suffer. I suffer alone enough le ba. =) Well.. You just can't get my meaning i guess. Neither i had tried to listen to yours perhaps. Hope everything can turns back. I really wish it can... All start over again.

Need to learn to relax, to be honest to myself, my heart and to others. Need to learn to be more and more patient for all this kind of things. Just not sure why this time i can't torlerate? Stress ba. Also too/quite straight-forward kills myself..

2009-10-21T19:25:00.002+08:00

if..

If i dies in this year. my only regret is i nv had told u want i really wish from u and i nv had really listen to u. nv had really understands wat u had wanted. and now i had made u pek chek n made up a choice. Im sad but somehow i had to be glad. But i m really sad la. I dun wan let go de. but i guyi wan make tings gone crazy but u dun believe it. hais... and i want to tel u this very 1st time. LOL i love u =S My last regret will be dies b4 my dad ba.

Seriously i think i like u alot. but no more turning back le. Im oways like this. make it worse le den regret abt it. no matter had i explain oso no use le ba. U 2 is tgt le. i nv get any bless b4. only bless is my dad ba. How i wish somehow i m her that can slp beside u. LOL u say b4 stayover night there n ur room doesnt looks good as it is a rental hse. but she stay there. anw is ur gf, thats y u oso dun really care abt wat wat rental hse not le ba. and dun wan her slp w maid oso le. hais. wat m i thinking. y i cant let go. y i cant 4get. WHY.... Brain is full of u.. Not i dun wan be frens but..

2009-10-21T17:37:00.002+08:00

So Sad

So much things happened last week + this week...

1st is my ah ma passed away on 16oct... 2nd is... i lost 2 love ones..

I seriously duno whether i had fallen in love with you. But i think of you more than another people even at work. I wondering what you doing. Will sms me not.. How's you day. Even til now...

I always wonder whether is it i owe my sis her past life. So this life i had to suffer so much. God put her to be my sis and make me suffer. I always think of this.. Im not sure whether he is love her alot of what. But i do believe he love me once.

Starting my words all is too harsh ba. Maybe im angry thats's why i say out what i dun feel good in. But i somehow regrets it. I tried to put it back la. Today got a new job. I been thinking of him while i was working. After some thinking i realise maybe i know what you're doing. Maybe i had understands it le. I let go of my hands because i got no choice no matter how much i wish to holdon to it..

Now for what i feels that i think i can understand what you're thinking le, i feel like holding on again le. I will wait... But i stil can't get myself out of the sorrow. Ah ma, i hope u can bring away this sorrow of mine. I m utterly sad. I duno why. Maybe i felt stress Maybe i m suffering depression. I loss my appetite for days le. Or maybe even 1 week le. I eat less and lesser and now never eat. Lol. Sorry make frens that is reading it sad for me?

Maybe pity me or what as well. Hais. You're no longer concern about me since yesterday ba, When i oso got say abt i start new job tdy. u nv ask wat job etc. And... hais duno want say wat le..

When you say, "i pick her, at least for now. future no1 knows." I do regret that i say alot nonsense like get married with her, tat is my wish <- i think of this b4.. Coz its the best for her ba.. And say other nonsense as well ... maybe i had hurt u. when u say, farwell etc, maybe i will be ur xiao mei. I felt sad. But i duno "i pick her, at least for now" this words is hiding something in ma. Now i guess maybe got.. Well i need to try to walk out of my sorrow.. I had never think of someone so much and sad over it so long. Maybe coz ah ma passed away as well, My heart cant take it. Maybe i really fallen in love with u. Hope to see you after u return from msian ba. I m sry for what i say in a harsh way like " dun need call le" But i do get quite angry when i told u i reach 4-5pm but u say i told u 430pm... I oso got sms u saying i reaching boonlay. so u can prepare to come mit me. But u say hp will oways be with u. endup oso put inside ur bag or hers and nv saw my msg. Quite sad and angry at that point. I saw ur backview while i board the escalator. I really cant bear to leave u. I duno how long will it take for me to walk out of this sorrow.. I guess it will take very long.. I duno ur heart ever loves me before or just like me or just something like replacement or just like u say de more den a fren less den a gf. Mistress ba i guess. HAHAHAHAHA

2009-10-14T00:13:00.005+08:00

Title of Song to be my message

This post will be using different songs to say what i'm trying to say... I'm sorry if any of the people mention below reads this. I'll not remove it. I'll not longer listen to your words for what you comment for my blog. This blog entry will say this following Four people : Joseph, Candy, Jovin and Minru...

"Long time no see" is our start.

"Spiderwebs" is what the four of us is in now.

"Don't speak" is what Minru don't wish to hear.

"Free and Easy" is what we needs.

Jovin wish to be Candy's "Boyfriend"

Candy is like a "Super Girl" to Jovin?

Life is just like a "Battlefield"

"Better Man" is what Joseph wish to be?

"Nobody" is what Candy wish to tell Joseph.

"Lucky" is what Candy's situation now.

Minru wish to do her "Crying in the rain" Maybe same goes to Jovin.

When you feel heart aches, can only say that it does not "Breakeven"

"Without your love", Minru believes that she still can live on.

"Sorry Sorry" is what the four of us wish to say to each other.

"Yes I Love You", is what Joseph wants to tell Candy?

Minru do all this is just "For You"

"Given up", is what Minru and Jovin had to do!

You will always be Minru's "Dearest" friend.

Maybe "Give me Baby one more time" is what Joseph wants to voice out.

"Bye Bye Bye" is what Minru and Jovin had to tell them.

Thank You and all the best to all the above people.

Thank You for everything.

Minru will paid back what she owes any of you.

"Because of you" Minru tries to change herself~

2009-10-12T12:43:00.003+08:00

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I'm utterly Sad.... Just Acia called me up and tell me that the $399 that i pack yesterday short of $14.35. What the fuck is this? Which fucker took a piece of $10 out from the stack? I remember i kept 2 x stack or $10 = $200. 2 x stack of $50 = $100. So is $300 le what..

ONE pack of $1 = $50, Next 9 Bucks is $2 of 5CENTS. And 7 dollars is mixture of 20CENTS & 10CENTS. $399 LE WHAT! Mother FUCKER... I chatting with WenQi since i saw her online. And i tell her about what happened. And i say go this "You think they so good? Of course i had to paid it" China is Bastards... Not to all... Just some or most of them at Just Acia ba.... They're quite fake sometimes...

Hais... Spare $ is to spend on this shit things. Must be that SHA used $14 from the stacks of $ without telling me.... Or is the customers that left de amount.. Hais Nevermind

2009-10-12T03:11:00.002+08:00

New post. lol...

I went to view some of my old post entry. And i realise i had wrote so much life stuff. I know i wrote alot things regrading my life during those days.. But somehow i had forgotten i once wrote that "True love isn't easy nor hard to find. It's just that the time is not right yet. For me, the time will never get right."

Now i can say this is a truth on me! The time will never be right... Just like the situation i'm in now. Whatever. I end it here and continue reading my old old post ba...

2009-10-12T01:53:00.006+08:00

I HATE THIS FUCKING SHIT!!!!!

Today, Sunday, 11/10/2009 Worried and Confused Day. Sunny and Stuffy Day.

Today i actually should starts work at 5pm de. But because yi(ee) rong went to East Coast there for bicycle riding and don't know got into what kind of accident so she can't make it to work on this weekends. I don't feel like working on Saturday so i lie to them that i meeting my friends le. Because they confirm will ask why i never go out don't want go out. I'm quite sick of this question when they ask me. We don't want work means don't want work.. Why you must ask why we not going to work since we got nothing on and will slack/rot at home... It's some kind of dumb question you know...

So i go work at 12pm today. In the morning got message my friend say today weather so hot. But they bo reply. So nevermind la. Start work le... 430pm break til 530pm. Inbetween i got SMS Joseph and my sis as they today got meetup. And as my Manager got ask about my sis want find full-time or part-time job, Cashier ok for her anot. So i asked her during my break. And also told her about a Account Admin post. But she only reply me a "ok np" so i reply to her and ask her something again. Never reply le. Fine.. Think is she can anytime any day start work de ba. So no need reply also ok la...

At certain time... My heart suddenly felt that i'm worried of them. I do not know why. Maybe because that time i'm quite free. And i go SMS them lo since i quite free la. Well they both got reply once each. And then after i knock off frm work.. I been thinking what did i had replied Joseph. I just can't recall. So i SMS-ED him saying i was thinking i just now replied him what i can't remembers it yet. And how's looking for house for my sis? Well well... Never reply. Fine i take it as your handphone no battery liao. So i don't intend to message to another handphone cause it's pointless =D You guys got your reason for not replying straight and maybe or i guess i can guess why?

OH YA I MISSED ONE THING.

At 10+, her bf got called me and asked about whether i'm with her. But i told him that suppose got meet them, but i last minute had to work full shift so i never meet them up. And he say ok thx and hangup le lo.

So i got sms both of them at different timing saying about her bf got called me up. And both bo reply again. LOL About at least 30mins later she reply me that she is "prawning". And i say about her bf is worried or what when she replies that he is "spot-checking" on her... And "nvm ba"

So i reached home at least 1130pm le ba. He online at about 12am ba. So he come msn me. Say about what i totally can't remember although it's only about 2hrs ago de things... I only remember about the word "prawning"

And then he called me lo, i asked where they go. As while i'm still working and on my way taking MRT home i also got SMS another friend. SMS her outing with WM today and what i been thinking today when i'm working. So she suddenly remembers that she "saw" my sis and a guy sitting close. And the woman ......

I just wondering la... Will they take bus meh. lolx. But i also got asked where they go shop shop around today, and told them the thing that my friend say she saw. So he say can't be as the timing like clash. HAHAHAHA

AIYA WHATEVER LA DUH

While i was on the train, maybe i didn't stretch my back well. And i felt my back ach-ing... And the leg got "Feng Mo" so quite itchy sometimes... So i talk on phone was abit pissed. And i'm quite tired actually. Yesterday never sleep well at all. Sleep awhile wake up awhile. Hais. So i say i want sleep le. He don't believe and say i got sleep so early de meh.. And he asked about my MSN nick. So i saying the chess piece is about i never go see doctor for my leg problem la. Aiyo..

Don't believe again. So i saying whether want me to webcam show it. Then he/they ask what happened =_=

Actually i'm not scare you will read my blog. As since i don't even know where the hell you found it... You just don't want to say it. So i'll not ask further. Michelle says use google might can found it. LOL

Another thing about i'm not going to chat on phone is because i don't feel like/uncomfortable. And my sis is around, you should accompany her NOT me. Got you chat with me not also not really a must.

I'm just trying to say that... You should concentrate on her. And i should learn to be strong. Be no longer soft-hearted. I seriously hate this world. Or all i hate is my life. But i love the friends i got in my life. Except one.

I suppose to be on bed now... I keep thinking of NONSENSE. LOOK IT'S NONSENSE! And i felt that i feel like blogging. So i turn on my computer again and starts to blog.

Oh ya the story haven't finish right =_= So 6+ they already in his house. Then 7+ ba another friend reach there to find house for her. And now he should be back to his own house. And so left they two in that room. He once says that let other people stay there doesn't looks good as is a rental house also. Not saying i trying to HINT WHAT LA.

I just saying.. Dam... I don't know say what.. Just no comments ba. I been hinting you i will choose to leave i guess. Or i just don't dare to say out from my mouth. But...... i once told myself that i guess i'll not be the one saying i want to leave. But... Now my "arrow" seems to be turning back to what i had been think on Saturday.

DUH DAM IT DAM IT DAM IT

I hate this man(Not refering to i hate you).. I'm sitting infront of my computer without fans on and i'm sweating. lol

I hate the thing in the world called L.O.V.E i had never wants to try it or believe in it. I tried to believe it on you! BUT i still find that i can't trust the word much. As i still believe in myself more ba. I guess...

Just don't know what's running in my brain now. Maybe is grass.

I also doubt you will read all. As you mention before you just briefly reads it =)

I'm so sorry to my friends that reads on my blog once in awhile or checking whether i got update not... I don't wanna put it under my MSN nick le. Confirm people will ask what is the link. Maybe i should change it to only i can reads it. Hahahaha

Nah... I'm typing out what i want to say in my heart now ba. Not full but maybe at least 1/3 ba... That's why i got a blog at the first place? For venting...

I trying to to vent on my friends. As when i'm pissed, my tone is bad. Even online.

But BUT i seriously abit don't want to let go nia ba. So means i should let it go. Why hold on when things shouldn't be your. I quite find that our start is a wrong. I can't tell you why.. It's just my feeling. My heart and my eyes been crying for the time when i feel hurts. I don't like it. I may not cried badly but the tears just drop down by itself slowly.

Just like the worried feel i got it today. I keep tell myself don't be silly la. Siao, they confirm looking around at houses now. But in the evening le got people see house de meh. I got think of this but i never ask or because i'm just too busy at that moment to ask or just can't be bother. OR is i choose to believe in you. But maybe i'm wrong. Why Why Why? Can you even tell me WHY YOU ONLY SAY THAT SHE IS AT THERE WHEN YOU GOT HOME AND ONLINE?

Not i can't SMS during my working time. Is just reply slow. I seriously DON'T KNOW HOW BUSY YOU TWO WERE FOR NOT EVEN THE f**king hell to reply a simple MESSAGE. fuck it. I had never say this kind of words in blog since after the Zouk things. I just need to vent it. Luckily i off on Mon. I decided not to SMS you. I can tahan it. Just like on Saturday i know i had made him angry so i never SMS again. For the whole day. I though of SMS-ing him but i called it off. No point explaining/saying so much.

I told Michelle this things she replies me that the more we SMS she get more angry or is pissed ba. As she also can't get what is on his mind. And i should leave and don't give a dam. I just don't want things to be in a SHIT MESS.

I want everything to turn out good and peace. So you two together is the good. And i leave is the peace. Ain't you think so? It's the perfect way to made none of us sad. Maybe i will la... But not for long. I'm quite Happy-Go-Lucky.. maybe... maybe...

My friend says i'm just a replacement. Sometimes i think this way. Not because of my friend nor him. This thinking always in my mind. I got one Manager once stead with another colleague. We were called his 1-4th wife while we're working together. Got keep in touch sometimes after we never work together le. And they break up one day, so he asked me to be his GF. At the very point i rejected as i'm sure i'm just a replacement. And i don't like him at all infact sometimes hate..

CRAP... I TURN THOSE PAST OUT AGAIN.

Shit la.... Never ending post... Today at work is not bad just that Shaun or Shawn. Still can't keep the counter well... I had to keep up all shit mess. Should had let me stand there since 12pm de lo...

Minru, don't think so much le. You and You also.

Minru is just here to vent... You don't have to care so much or ask me so much.

Just like you say de, everything also no need to tell so detailed ba. Or no need to say everything ba. I don't know you well this is all i can say. The you now and the past changes how much i'm not sure just that i still trusted you. The you now is how i can't catch it yet. It's maybe same as what you says. I only see the surface, i don't know you well. Or we don't know each other well. Fuck la. Neverending words again.zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Just let everything go, minru. You're old and mature enough to think well.

(Yea maybe..)

But it's true that you two together is the best la. I'll give you guys all my bless for my whole life. As i only need bless at work. I just seriously don't know what is L.O.V.E ba so i'm there to made myself suffer now?

Basically you should be quite clear what you want. Just that your other "soul" is trying to tell you another things. I believe you want to be with her. So i want to step down. But you're currently stuck in here. If i step down is good for you. You will not suffer and confused anymore.

And i believe, even you say i'm a good woman/girl. I believe i will not be a good wife. The opposite of you.

Now i maybe had to plan what to say the next day to you. I just can't think of a proper way of words to say.... I scare i scare i scare!!! I scare my heart can't control and force my tears out. If tears started to drop, the way i talk will be more and more can know that my tears is dropping down.

I don't want this to happens. I don't want you to heard it and felt guilty and heart aches as well... IT'S NOT WORTH LA....

Crap i better stop it. If not i say until 6am also haven't stop. LOL

Did you guys enjoy your day today? I guess they got... Cause no full details had been told. Enjoy the rest of your life as well together.

May you two happily marry everyafter. BAI TOU DAO LAO~~~~

Me?? Gu Du Zhong Lao. LOL NO! Is Ying Nian Zhao Shi.

I only wish to live until max 50+ Maybe i shall retired at around 40 as well. The amount of $ i kept until insurance i wonder can last me ma~

Woot SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP~ TOMORROW SEE DOCTOR~ Spare $ to be spend on this i'm quite sad... Even dad ask got $ ma i ofcourse will say got. The reason i don't wish to go see doctor also because of the medical fee.... Well who ask me this few years badluck. No one to blame. HEI HEI HEI

Nights all.... Sorry all.... Sorry Him and Her... And lastly. Sorry.. Heart...

2009-10-10T23:43:00.002+08:00

Words to say for my last post...

Seriously i don't know what's on our mind now. Especially her i guess...

Nothing is wrong between us but the fate seems to be playing us around? Or our fate? Or life.

I do hope you and you found a good partner to live on... But.... Hais don't know what to say. NO COMMENTS

Hopefully everythings turn out to be peace and good. With no one hurts. I don't wanna hurt any of you. I wish.... Maybe i wish.... That everything doesn't happens this way?

2009-10-10T16:59:00.008+08:00

Rubbish Topic

I guess i should put everything back to what it is from the start. When certain things that does not belongs to you will never be yours. Thus, i should not hold back the things that shouldn't and does not belongs to me anymore. It's time for me to go back to my working track. Not longer slacking and play around/PS3.

Buried myself in work is the best way to kill my time. Althought will get lesser time to spend and chat with my friends but this is what our life should be at the very first point.

Me and you got not much topic to share about while you and her does got more. I'm just hereby to say that you don't belongs to me. You belongs or she belongs to your heart. She is/has the key to your heart =) While i'm just there to keepsafe the key.

Blessed.

I guess i'm not going for any further studies anymore. I think my heart wasn't there at all either. Maybe i just want to work and earn some income just to survive. If time allowed, i would had taken more then just one job. To keep myself busy at work. Since i'm quite this kind of person. Except killing my time at work, the other is spend whole day with my friends chatting, gathering etc

At work, there may be happy, angry and sad days but it will all end after the day ends. Next day will be another brand new day. Never keep the past too much.

I had to learn to overcome with all kinds of situtaions. A way to protect my heart, my mind. I guess i'm just too soft-hearted. That's what Michelle had been always saying between us. We both is just too soft-hearted to let people anyhow step us. We help people work and they doesn't seem to be apprectiate much. Maybe that's the reason why we are so close and chatty.

I seriously don't know what my heart or i'm searching for. Even myself can't tell what i searching for so don't expect you will know.

Whoever that is reading this post.. Don't come ask me what happened. lol

Just use your imaginary to think ba..

Most of the things never goes smoothly. It needs to go thru alot of hardship before you get to the point. For me, my hardship haven't comes or i just don't want to admit it. Maybe one day when i get used to stop eating meats and turn into a vegetarians i might even turn into a Nun. HAHAHA

Yea Yea Yea , Nonsense right?

I'm not young anymore. Soon i'll be 22. almost 1/3 of my life had pass. I do wish i can die as early as i can but of course is after my dad.. And best is i'm not married =) So there will be only my close friends there to be cry for me when the receives the bad news. =p

Actually i hope no one ever remember me. This thought does not came in today. It came in many years ago. I was thinking if one day i'm to die, i wish whole world no one remembers me. Not even a single of my pictures left or i disappear from the picture.

Sound Silly i know. Just i don't wanna anyone sad over my death one day~~

Lalala~ I shall end here ba. Don't come tell me : OMG WHAT HAPPENDED??? Relax K?

I'm sure i'm very relax not just not happy. LOL Normal mood only.

Oh Ya.. tomorrow suppse Joseph is meeting my sis.. And suppose he don't wanna meet her alone. And tmorrow i had to work full shift le. So tomorrow he had to meet her alone. Anyway, after the had been on phone for about 6hrs+ Yesterday(09/10/09 12am) i guess after the talk, he's ok or happy to meet her alone without me being extra. LOL As in 3 people actually is weird. I just want to pass my sis things only. May tmorrow is a wonderful day between the both of you.

Blessed

Since today i off, i msn her at 4+ asking whether want meet me and i pass her the stuffs. Well she in Lan now. So had to wait her go home time then meet her and pass her the stuffs. Tomorrow they will be happy fun for sure. Maybe i sound jealous, but i do will bless them =)

All the best for Joseph and Candy.

EH.. If Joseph you got read it ah... Don't worry about anything. Just do what your heart wants. I'll be there to support you and accept anything that happens~ It's not going to hurt me. But it might hurt my sis. I doubt you will read the whole text tho.. So much too read. Which it does not link to your job de stuffs. Bleh~~

Enjoy Your days People~

Thanks for supporting me in reading here~

Thanks to all people who is always by my side to chat with me/Talk cock, craps.

Cheers

2009-10-03T01:01:00.001+08:00

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Today went to sms some of my sis friends and got her number. So i told Joseph.. And we start to sms her lo.. End of story.

Agent called me too. For 1 job @ tuas... So ok lo. 3mths admin. If shortlisted, start work on monday =)

So 5pm left home and go work lo. And it began to rains. Walk under the small rain~

2009-09-30T23:30:00.015+08:00

Xian Jin Farewell Gathering

30/9/2009 - i woke up at 2pm. LOL... Morning i had been replying sms-es Joseph and SingWee.

2pm when i woke up and SingWee sms me. And she told me she will be late and she now she on the way from ToaPayoh to Dhoby Ghaut... I was thinking "NOW"? So i replied her. Hello.. 7pm. And she was some kind of shocked. What?? 7pm? I THOUGHT 2PM. lol What a joke. haha. And then she say she just remember that she got meet her friends for skating.. and unable to attend!!

Quite a number of people unable to attend... Sunny is nearly can't atend but he manage to attend. Aunty Joe is Overseas since Sunday, Aunty Mandy and Derek, JunHao and Aunty SooLan is busy so can't attend as well. So Aunty Ching, Aunty Beng Hong, Michelle, Me, Shireen, Daniel, Xian Jin, Fu Kun, Sunny, Xiu Ping, Ting Ting and lastly Jue Bing had attended.

4Pm i left my house to Clarke Quey to meet Michelle first. And then they don't have MexiChoco bread so i bought their new bread called "Bar Cheese"? and i saw that they going to make Sausage Bread so i also getting one after they done baking it. Ate it after i get it. Woot~~ Hot Hot bread~ And then went to into Cheers to buy newspaper and asked Michelle wants anything. And she say like nothing to get so i told her the Vitasoy from thailand is nice and she get 1 to try.

Then we head down to Just Acia lo... Reach there around 6pm. lol and we sat down there planning who and who sit at where. Took about 20mins to plan ok. And Sunny sms-ed me telling me that he was on his way down to Dhoby Ghaut le, where to meet. So i told him reach le give me a call will do. And he reaches there before 7pm as well. He asked me where are the rest? I say they haven't reach and he was thinking how come haven't reach while they left the place earlier then him. lolx So we 3 write down our orders first. Next i call Jue Bing asking where are they and she saying that they will be reaching in about 20mins. But Xian Jin, Fu Kun, Xiu Ping, Ting Ting & Aunty Beng Hong reach first.

So we had dinner at Just Acia at 7PM. Took about 30mins to order food i guess. And since i work there, they asked me to recommend the food lo. So i suggest them some. Xian Jin, Fu Kun and me ordered the same food, Bulgogi Beef Ramen and change it to dry. Michelle ordered her KimChi Udon and telling Sunny not to order that because she had choose it. LOL And he ordered Spicy Chicken Set more Spicy. Next is Aunty Ching and Jue Bing ordered Spagetti, Aunty Beng Hong ordered Salmon Teriyaki Set. Shireen ordered Chicken Teriyaki, Daniel ordered Spicy Chicken Noodle(Dry)set, Xiu Ping ordered, Herbal Chicken Soup. Ting Ting ordered..Braised Beef if not wrong hahaha.. Additional 12 Chawanmushi, 4 Spinach Tofu(small). Sunny don't like the Chawan so i ate 2 cups >=D

So we had to wait about 15-20mins for our orders. Sunny's order up first. And Jue Bing says that it looks nice liddat. So i say u want u try it lo. And she tries it since Sunny not around. After 1 bite, she took another bite again. Like addicted.
After that our orders up 1 by 1 and Michelle's KimChi Udon arrives~ Sunny began to says wah, yours looks nicer lo... =( Michelle says something and Sunny says is you say don't order same as you de ma... (He actually abit regret never choose KimChi Udon). Start eating~

Chat here abit there abit while eating. After meal get more drinks, Ice-Cream to eat lo. And continue Chit Chat and taking photos. And some random photos without them notice. I love nature pictures~ We left at around 10pm. Took quite alot pictures. I guess nothing much to say le ba. But today is really a happy day. It's really fun.. Too bad some of u unable to attend. Hais.. Oh ya, after we had our meal we was quite full so i asked Jue Bing want see the guy in the kitchen ma. So i bought her to the back. When i first reach there with Michelle, i also show her that guy. Hahaha

Photos we took. Some is took without us notice. =D My pictures is just ugly. >.<

Pictures took by Xiu Ping while Camera is on her hands.

THE END!!

2009-09-27T06:11:00.008+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA

WOOTS~~~ It's been dam long since i last updates my blog. Too tired and lazy and don't know what i should says here. Well, i guess this time will be a long long post again?

Let's see where i stop. From July - Sep sia hahaha. pretty much don't remember what i'm doing in August.

Crap. i really can't remember what i'm doing in Aug. Should be working 6days everyweek. As Li Sha went back to China while Dong Na return to China le... That's the reason why i never blog ba. Work until so tired and 6days also at work. Blog also boring stuffs. Haha..

Skip to Sep =X

In Sep, alot of things happened. Day before erm 29 Aug or 5th Sep, Poh Kui Kor mentions that there's a Job Career Fair in Suntec. It was a Saturday, my off day. I suppose wanted to rest at home. But heard that there's this Career Fair so ask him to meet me and go down together and take a look. So we meet 1Pm i guess at CityLink. Reach there le, looking around for him. lolx He walk to me and say oioioi here la, wah you never change at all lo. hahaha.

Then we walk slowly to there and chit chat on the way there lo. Don't ask me what we chat. As i don't remember already.. Reached there, OMG! SO CROWDED.. While walking to there, try to grab his arm/bag incase get lost with him. lolx Fill up the form, as we didn't apply online. Then quene up for our turns. His turn le, he ask the person can we register together ma, luckily is can and i go to the same counter together as him lo.

Looking at the directory. He head of to Army force first. After that is walk around and asking what i want to go see/apply. So i walk to the National Library Board Booth, asked them about the job postition and they say i may go online apply will do.

Then walk around again.. Saw BeiJing101 hiring and approach the malay guy sitting down there with that kind of SIBEI SIAN/sleepy face. He say just fill up the form ok liao. So fill up the form lo.. After that walk around again.. Kor wants to see other Army Booth and head back there lo. Happen to saw his friends and they chat for awhile. Then i went to walk around the whole Hall. Hmm, saw free coffee. Decides to quene for 2 cups after sometimes. Nescafe new coffee, i took two cups of Hi-Calcuim Coffee, and walk back to Army Force area and looking for Kor~ Yeah~ found him, pass him the coffee. He say ei nice leh. later go take somemore. LOL End up is we never go take =p After finishing the coffee, like nothing much left to do so decides to head home together with his friend.

Kor stays in the East while his friend and i in the NorthWest. So we took train together, and intro each other as Kor never intro us. So he drops off at Ang Mo Kio. And that's how the day ends..

Skip afew weeks. BeiJing101 called me up and go for the interview. That day was a thurs if not wrong, As i morning went to somewhere and 3pm went to meetup with insurance agent from ManULife as they called me to want do some intro about the insurance they currently is on-going with somesort of promotions. Had quite a nice chat with the agent. And then head to ParkMall, BeiJing101 for interview at 4pm. The Lady, Carol says about the job scope etc and ask me to consider first and then give her a call next day. So i asked Kor and he say mai tu le, just take ba. But i had to start off with RoadShow Promoter.

So i decided to give her a call but don't seems to get her to answer the calls as she's busy. So i left my number with them to get her to give me a return call. She didn't call me back so i called on Mon again and left my number again and this time she got gives return call. And she says that sht thought i don't want to consider this job already. So i had to meet her again about the job paid etc. Basic 900 sia + incentive + commission. Nevermind just take and try. So ok with it le, she pass me uniform and the location for the RoadShows of Sep. And had to meet her again 1 day before i go to the RoadShow and work.

The sep RoadShow all in East lo... Been working for many days straight didn't rest at all yet and had to sleep lesser to go Expo to work =_= So i went there to work. AND WTH... i reached there at 1030+am i went to HALL 4 and the door was close. So i sms Carol and she calls me back and tells me to call Hui Zhen. Very shit lo. That time say try to give me the number but endup never give me. And Hui Zhen told me OH venus changes to Hall 6. Damn it... I had to walk all the way back to Hall 6 in 2mins if not i m consider late. As we had to reach there 15mins earlier whole month to get 1 of the incentive paid. Hais late by 2mins because of the bloody damn venue changes and i don't know at all. Hais..

So i reached there and one of them which i thought is the biggest there gave me a file. With the analisys paper for customers to write their name and contact numbers de. So i actually hold the file for almost the whole day. From i reach there til don't know what time then i go sit down =_= all colleagues there i don't what they thinking.. All Chinas and Malaysians. I'm like invisible. Nevermind.. I talk to the Lady which i thought she is the biggest over there.. OMG SHE WAS LIKE AUNTIE CHING... She replies to me in a angry tone =/ I new what ask you things wrong meh..

Tahan Tahan.. I drag 5 customers in today not bad not bad. Ooooooo, 8pm soon. I was so happy. As working time is 11am-8pm.. 8pm le~ eh why haven't go... I ask the Lady why actually what time knocks off. She says today is 9pm =_= I really wish to scold the F word out. Why carol never tells me working hours depends on RoadShow venue? Well, nevermind..

Had to stay in Expo for 4days. So second day-Forth day, all i reach around 103xAM. I got 8 customers on 2nd day, 4 on 3rd day and 3 on 4th day. lolx There's a 717Pastry and durian stuff Booth besides us so i went over there to try the snowskin durian mooncake. omg it's nice~ not bad can buy at 4th day. and there's karaoke booth nearby. As work there awhile le, walk around test food, buy food will get to know those people that's working over there. And 1 of the colleague request to sing "Zhu wo sheng ri kuai le"... Later on i nothing to do also went to pick afew songs to sing haha. Got 1 song sing half way got ppl gather want see the karaoke machine sell how much etc. Wa heng that song if 2nd or 3rd le. Not so scare liao xD sing in public sia.

On the very same week, Comex is going on too, i request whether sunday i can take 1hour break instead of 2x30mins break MGR say ok and i fly down to Comex.. sia la.. so crowded... Endup my card is debit card didn't manage to get the computer i want. >.< After 4th day of Working in BJ101 i realise promoter job don't suits me and i decides to quit so i sms the MGR and tell him. He say ok no problem. Heng arh.. Oh ya i bought 1 steam iron(got 5 functions >=D) as well in Expo and some biscuit.

Now is things happen other then work

Around 10th Sep, a guy msg me in facebook about am i the lost friend. And i was wondering who was it. And i endup got it right. Haha.

Saying that i'm right. That's on Sat. And asked what's my msn email as i say chat in msn. And then chat in Msn lo. Then don't why say until chat on phone so chat on phone lo. And he asked things about my family now how le lo. So i told him alot. And asked whether he sunday free not. He say mostly at nite free and he come down EXPO around the time i knock off. And walk around suppose eating something there but the shops is close.

And want to talk about the Tourism courses he mentions. He wanted to take cab back to Sembawang but i insist to take MRT. LOL Can shun bian talk about the course as well. And then we talk about the course all the way lo. Reaches Sembawang le, suppose want to sat down at mcdonald and continue chat. He saw that XingWang closes at 2am, so we went to XingWang, i ate FishNChips very filling x_X And talk about my family problem this time.

Been chatting on msn on the following week. Afew times on phone. As i don't really like to chat on phone cause i might uses pissed tone =S So had to wei qu him use msn. LOL

Wa very long liao.... Write about 1 hour le ba. Forgot to say i was actually sleeping just now and 1hour+ i wokeup and can't get to sleep le so went to take a look at my blog and decides to blog.

Hmmm so now is say about this week and last week le... Last week we never meet up at all right? But got chat on phone saying weird things i think this is up to you guys that's reading to think la. Those that know don't go spread arh. =p

And then this week mon we went out together, i want to get michelle also de lo... She say cant confirm with me, might be 7pm the leave the shop. Endup 530pm got her sms i never notice until 7+ =_= wasted.... She had already reach home and sleep.

So we 2 walk around lo, while waiting for michelle at 5+, Joseph's friend saw him with a lady, which is me, and ring him up asking isit his date. lol 5+ i'm talking to michelle on phone as well asking what time she can meet me, and he speaks. So michelle ask isit boyfriend.

I missed out something, Michelle suppose working in The Central ma, that day Joseph want to go The Central shop but Michelle was in ChinaTown outlet =( Saded.

Then we go to CityHall, Marina Square walk 1 round and go to Suntec, Digital Mall see ipod touch and i look at my computers. Go back to Marina Square shop.. Went into puzzle house, want to see whether 1 of the puzzle price isit still the same but can't find it. And then walk to shops that sells PS3 game. Joseph mentions that there will be a brand new PS3 slim launching soon. And he gonna get one. Then we walk pass 1 shop. The angmo Lady want to intro the product, so says "your husband can join too" i was laughing mad. hahahahahaha HUSBAND SIA.

Dinner time, ate Suki-Ka, sukiyayi, chicken meat and shabu shabu eat all you can~ Wa bloated x_X Walk around to disguest and see bags. ST LOUIS SIA -.- siao want get me a bag there they bag i take it as treasure and frame it liao ba. haha It's pretty late le. Most of the shops is closing. Went into Fox, 1 of the jacket is the kind i'm trying to look for but don't go where find le.. Last time adidas got de... And then.. took mrt home lo. Bought 1 ELLE bag from World of sports...

That day was a nice and funny day~ Many thanks to Joseph~~

On the train he asked about my dad no need eat ar, i says i will call him once we reach bishan 1st, underground bad reception. And i called my dad lo. He wants to eat "zhu cao" so i want to go SSC there de buy. Chat until i forgot to alight at Yishun station haha. So alight at SBW and wait bus lo. Joseph want take cab but i don't want =p wait don't how long bus came. And turn 1 big round then go to SSC. Bought the food and we took cab back to my house lo.

The driver is a tamil guy. We chat using mandrain all the way. I was about to alight le, he says reach home liao give a call. So after i alights something more happening happens.

Driver : Wa... Now seldom see got such guy like you so caring about girlfriend le. Ask her reach home le give you a call.

HAHAHAHHA

Joseph : (Smiling)

Driver : When get marry?

Joseph : Don't know leh, must also see the girl want to marry me anot(entertaining driver)

Drvier : AIYA CAN LA... Now still young better get marry, if too old then get married ah. Next time wan raise a kid is hard

Joseph : .....

Friday i met up with Joseph again and went to Jurong East eat at a shop called "Jiang Xiang" the noodles is not bad.. And then walk around see his PS3 games as he had bought the latest PS3 slim. And bought me a earpiece =_= He nearly grab me super ex earpiece. Then went to play PS3~ Dynasty Warriors 6. Starting wasn't that fun until i met a stage that i keep failed. It tooks me and him taking turns for about 4hours or repeating it to complete that round. lol We complete it from before we had dinner til after our dinner.

Gladly thanks Joseph for the "shower of care"~ i really don't know how i should express it. LOL
Consider too much of the Outcome if do too much.

Sorry and thanks all that is reading my LONGEST BLOG EVER!!!!! Hope you guys enjoy. Better is those you read and read and laughing at it.

Anyway..... Michelle no more interner le. Very sian.... She will no longer update blog nor online for quite long again. Bo lang crap with me le.

I wonder i miss out anything....

Got bored and went to read Michelle's old postagain =__=

2009-07-12T19:55:00.009+08:00

Weekly Summary

Maybe i should start to do this every week. lolx.

Ok i start on Monday, 06/07/09 - Yesterday, Michelle asked whether i off on monday right? As she off on the last weekends and she happen to know that she also off on Monday as well. So she's kind of bored to off 3days straight and suggested watch IceAge 3 3D. As i wanna watch it as well so i say ok. And we go search where got IceAge 3 3D. And end up i suggested Cathay ba. So we decided to watch it in Ang Mo Kio Hub.

So we choosed 7plus show. But intend to meet earlier. Suppose 2pm but changed to 3pm. And i reached Ang Mo Kio Hub at 2plus, headoff to Cinema. WOW, the quene damm long. Slowly quene for my turn lo. I look at the big screen and 7plus ticket sold out. Called Michelle and told her about it. And she says take 5plus then, but 5plus is filling up fast. Finally my turn.... Damm left 1st row only T_T i tried to call Michelle again and wanted to ask her how ar. And let people queneing behind go first. End up don't know what she's doing. Never picks up my call so i leave that counter and start to spam her.

Still no answer. Until i she reached then told her left first row only. Want go Cineleisure ma?

Endup we go Cineleisure lo. Also left first row only. Michelle says anything ba, ok lo take first row. And i remember Cineleisure first row still quite ok. Not very close to the screen if not later neck very tired. Choosed 7pm show. Went to "kaboyashi" eat first. And went into a korea food stall and bought some snacks for myself.

Ooo it's almost 7pm le. Faster head to level 6. Quene up for the 3D spec. Went inside and take a seat. Commerical started. Wa, double image. lolx. Put on the spec no more double image. Some part of the IceAge 3 makes me laugh like crazy =_= until got tears. hahaha. Damm nice. Actualy that's the second time Michelle watched IceAge 3. But first time for the 3D one. End of the show, we had to return the 3D spec to them. Hais, i thought can bring home de..

Tueday - 07/07/09

Today.. Michelle end work at 3pm. I woke up at 330pm i guess. And she smsed me whether want to go eat anot at my work place before i start work. As i start work at 6pm ma. So faster go down meet her lo. Reached there 4plus le. Then we take a seat and start to place order. But today don't have nice Ice Cream. Sad, not even Chocolate. lolx. I ordered Teriyaki Chicken set and Michelles ordered erm... Spicy Chicken set. As i keep told her alot customer order that meal de. And she intend to tries this time. Or ya. Just some update about our last visit at Just Acia

The first time we ate there, we both ate udon, Michelle's one is kimchi and mine is beef. Second time i ordered ToriKatsu and She ordered Salmon set. Eh i say this before. lolx. I still prefer Katsu set. So crispy.

Back to topic. We finish eating is about an hour le. Eat there, we always spend an hour plus sia. hahaha... Michelle mention that she wanna go Chinatown at 5plus to visit the aunie over Chinatown, barcook.

So after we finish eating is 5plus le ma. Then she faster rush take MRT and i faster go change my uniform. Then she smsed me this "my face red like what sia. I ran into the train. Just nice door close. lol"

And then i start to work at 6pm le. Around 7pm, Michelle appear at Just Acia again. LOL This time, she bought Wei Ming from ChinaTown Barcook there as well. And say hi to him lo. Then... they sat down. And i think is she place order for WeiMing. She also help him get drinks and Ice Cream.

After that they head off to Plaza Singapura as WM says he want to go there walk walk/shop. And they go there while waiting for me to knock off at 10plus. And they went off at around 8pm. Go to the arcade, play KOF and Basketball. Heard that WM very pro in that basketbal game. lol.

Around 10pm they came back. But haven't 1030pm so i can't leave and got some stuffs i haven't done. So they waited. But that WM is like dozing liao. haha. So Michelle told him go off first ba. He don't want also cannot, because he too tired liao.

Finally i knock off~ Took MRT together with Michelle of course. Chat alot of stupid things and her side de stupid woman again. Reach Bishan she alight lo. Then after i reach sembawang, She smsed me that the WM fallen asleep in MRT and overshot. LOL. He end up at woodlands. Then had to take oppsite MRT back to Ang Mo Kio station lo.

Wednesday - Friday, 08/07/09 - 10/07/09

This 3 days is my off day.... On Monday night, i went to JobDB.com apply a few job. And Tuesday they called me for an interview but i told them i can't make it. So i say how about Wednesday. And she told me if liddat will be in the morning i say ok. And she will email me their office address. It's located at Raffle Place. And it's actually an agency company.

I overslept =_= so i late for about 20mins. After i reach there, as usual need to fill in the form. And wait for her to come out lo. She came out le, we went into a empty room and she asked about those common things when you go for interview lo. And she told me i can start work immediately right i say yes. So she told me tomorrow(Thursday) start work lo. and asked me to wear polo t and geans.

Oh ya, the interview time was 11AM. After the interview, it's around 12PM, and i head to Bugis for facial appointment lo. I got told Michelle i going down to find her at her work place on Tuesday i guess. After facial is 230pm liddat le. Reached Clarke Quey is around 3pm. I got bring my laptop out so while i was waiting for her, i use laptop until no batt lo. Went into the bakery and bought some breads and ate all. =p Walked around Central. And sit just beside the Singapore River and watch people play those Swing5 etc. Read newspaper etc. Time is really fast when i sit at there. 6plus le. Finally Michelle break. She came over river there lo. Chat about the stupid woman again.

Later on one of her colleague came over to smoke and shunbian chat together lo. 30mins over le. Michelle had to go back to the shop. Before that, she called the stupid woman... As in the shop, there's 3 people working le. Why need her until 9plus. And called the woman to ask can 8pm leave ma. Endup she say see how. And then the guy still siting there so he asked me some questions about Michelle and me lo. And asked we dare to play the thing ma. The one at Clarke Quey fly up til 25th floor de. Forgot called what. See until Michelle also 9plus then leave the shop. Hais. So i waited her until 930pm lo. lolx. Ofcourse not all the way sit at river.

Thursday

I went back to Raffle Place agency company to sign the contract at 1pm. As she says the interview for the place is at 3pm. Starting when she told me is health company at novena. I got thought of is it Tan Tock Seng Hosipital(TTSH). Just never think so much. And actually there will be quite alot of us go to TTSH together for the brief. I thought is start work sia. 3pm starts the brief.

About 20 people in there including me. And intro ourselves + where we stay. So i happen to know that there's another 2 guys also staying in Sembawang. After that i go look at their face and i guess they are those that always appear in the SunPlaza acrade. 4pm a small 10mins break. And go back into the room brief about other stuffs. And she got told us 2hrs brief. At 54pm, the 2 guys raised their hands and asked what time it will end. And the person told them after she finish the talk. lolx. Kind of lame question. And she asked is it late for any appointment and say oh so sorry, you tell them my name blah blah. lol.

It ends at around 6pm. Just right after those guys asked that question. I was wondering how about go wait for Michelle again. And i head down to Clarke Quey again lo. This is i bought another bread that i saw it yesterday after i finished that 3breads i bought before that bread is out =_= And the stupid woman is working today ma. So she say to Michelle "your friend come again"

I think Michelle asked you want wait me knock off ar. I say ya. haahhaha Our life is like kind of waste. I actualy quite tired and sleepy ba. Not enough sleep. She ends work at 8pm today. This time i just bought newspaper and chat with Michelle abit, then read newspaper beside the river again. To kill the time.

Yeah~ 8pm le. She called me, where you. lolx I was actually siting at the same spot as yesterday. So i say her siao. As i took off my yellow jacket and she can't find me le. hahah. While she's walking towards me le suddenly she stopped behind saying like "ei? u also here ar" OHHHH. IT'S EILEEN. LOL. dam i got keep look back for you but i never even saw Eileen is leaning onto to handrails behind me only!! Maybe because i never look at at her face =x

And Michelle says she don't want to go home so early and we 3 sat at the river there talk some craps. And i realise actually Eileen got the kind of very cool feel. She took out some cookies and say is made in school de. Lao Hong liao lo. lol Michelle just eat it.

Eileen mentions her dad want her to bought the bread home i think. And we go back into the bakery shop and bought breads and then go home. Don't know why the train so squeezy today.

Friday

Let me think what i done...

Heard from Michelle that WM told her saturday he off. So he wanna meet her after work on friday ba and got ask her go request off on Saturday.

OHHHH i remember what i done today =_=

On thursday, my dad came back to Singapore. And at night he told me that he left a bag of chocolate on plane. Don't know why that day so blur blah blah. And told me about the chocolates is made by AngMo at the KL Airport. And the AngMo told him if he buy over certain price, he free him a box of freshly made chocolate. So he bought some chocolate lo. But never bring back home. lol

On thursday, supposely Michelle also asked want go any where ma. Cause friday she off. Then i say like. We almost finish walking in Singpore that time while we looking for job. And during our off days. So my dad needs me to go Airport collect back the Chocolates i asked Michelle wants go ma. She say YES!

Endup she was kind of blur about where the airport located. LOL Told her at the East part, Tampines there, she was like OMG SO FAR!!! So never la. She say want to got what butterfly farm and explore Airport. Since i also damm long never go airport le. Shunbian walk around there lo. Then we can't find the Butterfly farm or what. And she says that one of her friend don't know got went into where and i says he never exit from gate so the place is inside of the departure area le. Sad lo. Never get to view anything nice. Just got bought the Sky train. hmmm Michelle haven't upload that pic yet..

We spend about 3hours at Airport. lolx

Later on Michelle says that the WM like want eat together. And i think she told him Ang Mo Kio ba. So 5plus we want leave Airport le, i used her handphone and type in chinese to sms him ask him knock off le ma. Michelle go Ang Mo Kio first?

But he never replies. So we just head off to there first. And then Michelle want kind of hungry and says want buy some finger bite while waiting him. And we went to walk around awhile. And WM called say he just reach home. Bath first then come meet out lo. And we waited him.

And go dinner at the big S11 infront of Jubilee. After that go back to Acrade. I want to play the 6 claws de catch bear machine but i always get 3 claws nia hais. Then went further inside of the acrade. played basketball lo. Me and Michlle share 1 machine and we manage to get to Level 2 nia haha. And he get to Level 4 i think. Then he want play again but we don't want. So we played time crsis.

Later on we go play the latest BishiBashi. lol Very fun leh. I wanted to play Jubeat but alot people playing. So i played Crazy Taxi, and suddenly i can't find Michelle they all sia. Never tell me go where le. LOL. And i search around the small acrade can't find at all. Want to call her le i saw her at KOF there. Verusing WM and WM lose. Then the ZAP card is with Michelle i want go over to pass him de. But he came over le. So i go over and Verus Michelle. LOL i used Mai, King, Iroi. We both used 3 chars. Last char is Iroi vs Iroi and i won.

Then they challange again lo. LOL I won them with Iroi again and they stop challanging and came over. So i verus computer le lo. Played until 2nd round ba. Verus Terry's team. Won terry but my team lose to Joe. LOL sad case. Never even get to see Andy lo. Terry changed outfit sia. Oh btw, the KOF is the one can switch inbetween de, not striker one.

It was quite later after we done playing. WM want go play pool but we don't know how to play. And accompany him until Kpool. Endup choose to go home. That stupid woman called Michelle and want to change her working time again. Siao de. Can't even give people a proper working time.

Saturday

Working day lo. 12-11pm today suppose is 1030pm la. 12-cl. but the customers like siao lo. Keep non-stop coming. siao de. 1015pm liao stil take order =_= And sha says work until 11pm ba. Michelle drops by at 10plus and told me those breads leftover de she don't want. All give me. I was like oooo good~ lol She endup waiting me 1hour liddat. I punch card at 11:12pm sia. Tired like hell. If squat down, like hard to stand up le. lolx. Board MRT home together lo. Talk about that stupid woman again. LOL

We both was like want quit our job don't want quit liddat. Anyway, i guess i should be working on Monday at TTSH.

Sunday

My off day.... Basically nothing to do lo. I slept at 5am yesterday. Drag until that time then sleep. 11plus, new friend from TTSH during the briefing session know de. She called me and ask me know my shedule le ma. I say i don't know yet sia. while the other 3 that i know de friends they got their shedule le =_= and then another girl smsed me in the afternoon ask me also. lolx I told her the same thing as well. Hais

So i endup stil don't know i monday working in TTSH anot. I told Just Acia next week don't put me work first. Oh ya... on friday 4plus, i think LTA called me again and ask me to go for 2nd inteview. The guy says i last time interviewed by "Anthony" right and i was like can confirm is LTA le. Because 2nd interview and "Anthony". Only LTA told me need go 2nd interview. But he told me is within 2weeks. Endup is 1mth lo. Hais. Big head liao lo?

My TTSH nametag

2009-07-07T02:43:00.012+08:00

It Will Be a Long Long Long Post....

It's talk about from 5th June til now. So sorry guys u had to read so long again hahahaha BLEH!

So here i will starts it. Now is 247AM i guess it will took me around an hour or a day to finish saying it ba. NOTE! There will but afew pictures nia.

Day 4 @ Zouk

(You may want to review 3rd June de post) As i didn't sleep almost the whole day before i gone for my 4th day at Zouk.. So after the 2PM interview, i went to Ang Mo Kio to look for Cassandra. Went to look for her at her shop. Chat with her some craps and somethings about my sister. Hais.. So start there chit chat for about 30mins ba. I went to deposit cheque first and walk back to her shop and she says that there's a new bubble tea shop nearby called "KOI" so went there to take a look. Newly open got promotion so she bought a cup of bubble tea. And i saw that they are hiring so went to ask about it. Fill in the form and wait for the call but sadly they didn't call me haha. Then we head down to NTUC. She had to buy milk powder etc for her kid. Walk around and chit chat abit more lor. After down shopping in NTUC, i went home to cook a very simple dish. Eat abit but didn't finish it and use a plate to cover it. Head out to work around 6PM.

Slept in MRT. Until quite blur.. Heard intechange, i thought i had reach Raffles Place. lolx But it's only Dhoby Ghaut. SO I FASTER ENTER THE TRAIN from another door again lo. Then same as usual.. Reach Tiong Bahru and walk to Zouk. And... my 6th sense was so ZHUN!!! I got paired up with KAILIN. Sian.. I only slept afew mins while taking the train but i was quite awaken.

So was like quite sian1/2 while i know really pairup with her tho. Nevermind.. Dinner first then what rollcall. Don't know where is the place so i reach there late. Then they was talking about things regarding promotions etc. And then sunday got cashiers outing.

Starts work le~ Well still not bad. But today the music not nice at all. Jitao so bored. It's quite noise in Zouk. So i usually is tap people instead of calling the person or whisper. Then the KAILIN buey song about it. Saying "eh, why you like to tap people one? cannot use call me de meh? (she puts her arms on my shoulders) at least liddat call me more brother brother ma." HELLO??? I'M NOT LESBIAN OR YOUR BROTHER BROTHER. So open, anyhow hug friends. No offence but i just don't hug woman. It's so weird. Or i should say it feels so uneasy/uncomfortable somehow... Just like kissing a woman liddat..

Then later on got a bill is paid $90 by cash the rest by Credit Card. But i nearly make it into all is under Credit payment so she gets so workup lo. Before she do that bill first, she keep ask you know how to do ma etc. But she makes me confuse and i go say ya agar know. Then she say me don't know ask ma or tell ma etc. Very kind of piss. Keep ask me nonsense.

Somemore she good with the bitch one. So i got a feel that i confirm wouldn't survive until 5th le. 4AMplus end work le. All head back to office. I went to change and bought a cup of hot milo from the vending machine. Go back to office, later on Andrew came to me and tells me, tomorrow(Sat) you rest first and uniforms just put there(as is they do the washing de). So i can confirm they don't want me le lo. hahaha. Telling me that the eh *what's her name* another senior will call me. So wait until Sunday also haven't call me. Just wait for it lo.

Just Acia

Can't remember the date i get this job but i'm sure is Monday. Mostly is 8th June. So head there to work at 12PM lo. Not bad. BUT that monday was freaking busy. Still can manage. 4PM end work. Tueday work again(Day2). same time or is end work at 5pm but lesser customers. Just before i starts work, 11plus, that senior from Zouk called me and tell me that they decides le. I really don't suit that job but will still paid me. So i told her after 5PM then i can go down if is tueday. So she says ok. Liddat, i get 500plus cash from her lo.

Day 3 at Just Acia 11th June, suppose today no work de. then they call me up and asked me can work ma before that day. I say ok, so starts work at 12. But don't know what time end yet. Later on they ask me can work until what time, so i says anytime. End up hmm. i think i ends at 11pm. lolx 12PM-11PM pro right. Got 2hours break on that day. Maybe all new de get 2hours for the first long working hours.

Day 4 at Just Acia will be Sunday(14th June). Today i do remember my time suppose also short hours ba. But i goes home at 9PM. Hmm, i think it was also quite a busy day.

Day 5 at Just Acia should be 17th June ba.. 12-5PM only busy from 1plus til 3PM liddat. As got another lady also at that counter so mostly i was doing the clear plates chores.

Forgotten to says what's my duties for this job. For my duties, is to stock up everythings at the Free Flow counter there. Which is : Replace a new tub of ice cream once it is low, add more fruit punch/peach tea when it's low. Stocks up milk for coffee, spoons, stirrers, sugar, coffee beans. And ice at 430PM/9plus. And pour away the coffee powder when drawer is full. Put the leftover ice creams that's from the previous tub to the new tub when it is able to put in. Sort up the dirty/finished plates when the waitress collected them in. Key in Orders, Collect Payments. So it's a very multi task and needs alot of energy work. If work until closing, needs to clean the fridge, just make sure it doesn't looks got ice cream all over the place. If is sunday do closing, need to wash 2 ice cream fridges.

Day 6 at Just Acia 18th June. 12-6PM. Same as Day 5.

Day 7 at Just Acia 21th June. 12-CL(heard is 10:30PM).

Day 8 at Just Acia 24th June 12-5PM. They asked for next week shedule request.

Day 9 at Just Acia 25th June 12-4PM.

Day 10 at Just Acia 27th June 12-CL

Day 11 at Just Acia 28th June 12-CL... Wa 2wkends also such a long hours and i barely gets enough sleeps. So was like thinking will be quite stress.

Day 12 at Just Acia 29th June 6-10:30PM

Day 13 at Just Acia 1st July 12-5PM. They asked next week shedules again. So i says anything.

Day 14 suppose is friday 3rd of July but i intend to take MC as stomach like not feeling well.

I actually finds that the time today is so slow.

Day 14 at Just Acia 5th July 12-5PM. Not very busy maybe because of the weather. I still finds that the time is moving so slow.

Day 15 at Just Acia 5th July 12-CL. Bascially not a very busy day until 9PM. I didn't really get enough sleeps today as well. As in the morning, while i was still in my bed, my dad talks to me asking whether i want to eat breakfast. lolx. Today do one wrong nets payment. Maybe is me or mostly is me ba. $65.16 became $56.16 so i paid the $9 short lo. hais

Day 16 at Just Acia will be 7th July le.

Let's talk about some other things that happen in next post ba? I think i will writes it below and publish the next day. It's 350AM. >.<

Here's my normal stories/day

I told michelle about my job. And one day she decides to go there and eat with her sister. So she says she ordered raman i guess and says not nice.

On the day that i ends work at 5PM and Michelle ends 4PM i decides to sms her ask whether to meet and eat. As since she ends at 4 while i ends at 5 might as well come meet and eat xP

So later on she replies me "OMG you never say earlier, my shirt was so dirty" lolx. But end up she also got come since she also had to drop by Dhoby Ghaut and change train and go back Bishan. She reaches there at 4plus. Wanted to ask her sit down first and help me order the Katsu when as well. As Katsu only serve from Mon-Sat 12-5PM. But she wants to waits me end work le then order together. So i ate a bowl of beef Udon set while Michelle ates a bowl of kimchi set. Took a cup of pepsi, A few scoops of Ice Creams and a small cup of Chawanmushi. It was so nice~

We sat there for an hour plus. Head to the ZoneX. And happen to saw that PC Bulk closed down. Then went into Plaza Singapura for a walk. Of course we will go into the arcade as well. Played catch bears game lo. And head home 9plus ba. hahaha I spend about $30 in acrade ba =/ $20 on the sweet machine. Hoping to hit Jackpot and get the bear on top. So i can change to the Pig i wants. But quite hard.

Another day.. which is 25th June i guess. As i ends at 4PM while michelle is off or ends at 3Pm. She came and meet me again and had dinner at Just Acia again. As i told her there's Double Chocolate Chips ice cream sia want come down eat ma? Keep trying to "dig" her down. lolx

So i success in digging her down to eat. Before i ends work, the lady says put in a new tub of chocolate ice cream ba. But i got both Choc O Chip and Double Chocolate Chips. Suppose asked Michelle which one i should puts. But i no time to check smses so i puts in the Choc O Chips as but looks alike. It's 4plus, i thought she was at the counter waiting for me when i saw her msg. So i faster punch card and go to counter looking for her but can't see her anywhere.

Aiya waste time, so i went to the toilet and change first. Guess what. I replied her sms but she never replies and i found out that she's in the toilet as well =_= making her hair. And we head back to Just Acia after i done changing. Not yet 5PM still got Katsu set. And i actually recommend her Spicky Chicken meal as it always looks like alot customers is ordering it. After some time of decisions, she decides to order Salmon Set. Which is also a Mon-Sat promotion set as well. OMG so fishy >.<>

Also sat there for about an hour plus. Head down to Bugis Iluma, Acrade. To look at the catch bears machines as heard she caught some bears few weeks ago etc. And she even caught a set of the rabbit that i like it so much =_= On that day, she finally got herself that gloomy bear and one of the rabbit set for me xD Saw a tigger very nice de but $2 per game not so easy. And that's how the day ends.

Things about during work

Nothing much special so will be a short one. First day is learn from Ye Hong. She okok and says i learn very fast. A fast learner =) I label her as "A"

Next one is Li Sha. I label her as "B" And i label Manager as "C"

Just some shortform if i needs to chat with friends about them. "A" teaches me to do certain thngs like this weird i don't know why "B" like always seems to likes to interfer if i do that way. =/ Sometimes mood very good but she spoils it.

Some funny jokes from customers

Customer A : Got a limit that we can sit here how long ma?

Me : Don't have leh.

Customer B(Friend of A) : Where got don't have. liddat i can sit until tomorrow le. Limit is until closing ba. hahaha

Me : (lolx)

Another one which is lame.

Girl talking to her friend : I last time work haegen daz de. Walao where is my skill sia. I last time incharge of xxxxx (a certain position in there. for making certain kinds of Ice Cream scoops de)

Me : (lol. what the hell.. say until so pro. dig until beside also got Ice Cream. It's a new tub of Mint Choco somemore lo. duh)

End

ENJOY READING? LOL

434AM le sia. Haven't post pictures.. Done le~ 441Am liao.

Try to post one more next day once Michelle upload other pictures~

So add on that i realise i missed out when i went to reads Michelle's blog. 2nd July my off day. As 30th of June gets the $200 from Goverment le. So want return her money. Then i morning don't remember went where once and go home. And leave house at 3PM or 2PM to meet Michelle. She wants to eat Cafe Cartel but Chinatown don't have while she boughts me to take a look at BarCook, place where she work. Looks fun. haha. And we head off to Vivo City as there's really nothing to shop. Bugis we always go and Dhoby Ghaut i'm sick of it. Walk around and bought some food go to the top outdoor to eat the foods.

Saw a bunch of National University students cheering don't know what shits. But it's kind of childish feel. With Pirate kind of flags. Different color house t-shirts.

Finish eating and when to the acrade walk one round. After that i went into Pet Lovers' Shop and one black 2mths old dog catches my eyes=_= i so wanna bought it sia.. Hamsters so cute as well =D

Went into Daiso bought some rubbish for house use and 2cans of Ginger Ale.

Walk around again, saw Mini Toons wants to go in. But shop by at a shop infront of there. A kind of eh accesories shop. And the guy dam LOL. He suddenly puts a necklace on Michelle. Then Michelle was like "oh" and oo the necklace is nice. Then i keep laugh at her. End up i also tio putted up some necklace after some time. LOL tried afew. Bought a short short kind. Red and Black in colors. While Michelle's one is Black and some kind silver colors. Not bad Not bad.

Went into Mini Toons saw the rabiit that got the LOVE on left ear again.. Head of the rabbit nia. Inbetween can put hands in to keep warm. $20 only decides quite long and i bought it down. haha too bad only got pink. I want a white one tho =p

That's how the day end. Cya~ Next day or few days later...

2009-06-22T01:26:00.001+08:00

So long le...

I know it's been quite long since i last blog. Just lazy to blog not nothing to blog... Maybe try to blog this few days ba...

2009-06-05T07:04:00.008+08:00

Just Venting

Hais... Can't get to sleep.. Had to go for interview at 2PM later. After that 8PM go work.. Sure K.O... I'm abit tired but not that sleepy.. Lie on bed for 1 1/2 hours still didn't get to sleep. So think alot of things. Like the thing happens on Wednesday and what me and Michelle had chat about the people and Zouk... The people there is okok. Girls abit act proud. Heard that Michelle says the boys is way better then the girls. I'm not too sure about this tho. Only know that the girls isn't that friendly. As even sit at the same table during dinner, they only talks among themselves treating you like invisible. Nevermind, i know because i'm new so maybe i noob to you guys and no topic to talks about.

I guess on the 6th day of working in Zouk i will tell them i don't want to work le. Not because of stress nor i don't suit. The problem lies on you guys. Heard that Michelle says she heard people saying actually they don't need anymore cashiers. What's the point of hiring us if you guys don't need anymore cashiers? For free labour???

I once told Michelle that Andrew once says, those people they trained before ran away when they can't handle the crowded, something like this. But maybe is not true. Maybe it is.... As i find that the crowded is only at certain time not always.

I don't know whether i should write a feedback form. The problem really don't lies on me. Body language body language... Why do we need body language in Zouk when you don't even had to talk to anyone or not one to talks to??? The place might be small but not small until keep bump on the Bartender right? Hello, look at my size. Am i fat?? Seriously, Andrew Foo, i don't really mind it when on 6th May you told us to go home after we had sat there for about 1hour, but Michelle actually abit pissed you didn't know. Yea, we admit that, when you call us we didn't picks up your call is our fault. Or you guys is trying to revenge on that fault on me now? I'm not stupid not dumb, i learn things not slow either. I know how to do all the things by now, just maybe will still make mistake for the closing part.

I seriously don't understand what that woman is thinking. Maybe she only allow people that's nice to her or close to her. If rude/used abit higher tone on her, she will stab you. I also didn't get it, why must you get so work up when i had placed about 5x$1 coins where i had standby for the sales. It's not yet closing right? Just an example putting there doesn't mean that is what i will put into the sales. Just to make things simple is to count it first right??? Different people had different ways of doing their things, you don't like the way i do say out la, stand there and was like want to scold me liddat for F**K??? Then go complain.. You always use the phone when really no customers. Is this the right thing to do????

I think there's no point giving a feedback as well ba? No matter what i says, i'm sure you all confirm side her. Not because she's right. It's because i'm new and noob and she had worked there for 1year plus while i only just go in and she backstab me. Oh ya got ONE point i forgot to mention. We're working in Zouk not Winebar BITCH. Music is so loud in all outlet except Winebar, you guys should know that sometimes we humans if get used to a certain tone, might not suddenly change it back fast. If she don't like people to reply her the answer she don't like, say straight to the point you want, don't go act pity. Full-Time is not big, even ur paid is LOWER then LiTing. LiTing is only part timer and also worked 1year plus but paid higher then you.

Why i should be the only one changing my attitude? I don't even chat with any people during working time. No one is free to chat except those Bartender when they gather around near each other or the Floor staffs. I had to picks up the call also a mistake, i had never picks up those call until Wednesday, wakao, i first time picks up the call the caller told me next time had to say is which area. I know this la but first time picks up call react slow, and it's you the one calling you telling me if not you don't know you called where??? hahaha? Hais... People in Zouk i guess all got problem one. Either all butch or Female with Male Names. Like Andrew Foo, Kelvin.. They are FEMALES... Having seeing i keep say bad things about Zouk maybe you guys think i'm the only one being crazy.

I really quite disappointed for this job leh. Eh, not the job.. is the people.. From tonight onwards, i will MIA during dinner and break. Supper maybe i will eat. I'm not going to see any other cashiers during those time except before work or after work. As that one cannot avoid. Maybe they gather up and stab me before i also would know. But if i know also no point, it only make thing worse. I tried to get along la. Just mostly i will be listener. It's hard to survive if we only can see each other and chat before/after work or during break time. Maybe only know abit longer le will add into msn or what.

Heard that most of them also using FaceBook. That bitch went to play the quiz called "What is my son name" She gets Jacbo, and may says Jacbo biscutit. GOOD. What a damm nice name for YOUR son, poor him.

How am i going to face them later??? I guess maybe can barely smile. But i'm sure i'm unable to look into their eyes.. As the anger for you should be still there. You knowing that, i might have left my pen over there, but you purposely asked May to ask whether it is my pen. Petty bitch. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH can't stop saying her bad...

$6.5/Hour is quite low for a pub you know? Even i found a job as a server/cashier crew the paid is between $6.50-$7.50. Whether meals provided i'm not sure. Zouk is meal provided and supper is only for Fridays and Saturday. If we make a mistake, had to fine us $5 and give us a warning letter. The free meals always 2items only, it's free cannot be chosey i know la. But until now, all i ate is chicken and vegetables. The only time i never eat is NasiLemak with hotdog and fishcake ba and maybe chillies.... Tonight maybe is chicken again. I guess from now onwards i skip all the dinner. Reach home then eat maggie mee/biscult.

It's not you choose the job, it's the job choose you. I know this but... i don't find that i don't suit this job. On the 2nd day of working i do think of maybe this job don't suits me as my back and legs is totally stiff. But i never think of this much, as the long i work in this, i will get used to it, right? Not sure whether i will survive until 6days or not. Maybe tonight is my last day and they will say "Goodbye"(and smile evil-ly) free labour success!!! Hopefully is with barley ba.. Skali is with other work 1year de staffs. LiTing or LiZhen please if really is partner worked 1year in Zouk de. I don't really wants to partner KaiLin. She's like over energentic.

How am i going to survive until tomorrow morning?? I really can't get to sleep.. it's already 8AM.. Will tonight be like Wednesday night? A happy day ends up with a bad/sad mood day.. Tomorrow mostly don't need to see the bitch face unless i suay saw her in the changing room. But during break time should be confirm will saw her de ba.. Why don't the leader say her? She also ought to change her attitude or is the way she talks. Talk like want to fight.

Works there for so long le doesn't mean got the rights to talk like ah lian or like you very big to me. I know you're consider a "senior staff". Even during in tako, i'm a "senior staffs" i talk to new people nicely, try to communicate with them, try to make sure they learn things well, try to let them do. But you leh?? What had you teaches me? If i never says teach me regrading the wine, promotions, etc etc things, you will write down and tell me one by one meh? You actually is also want to kill the time when i mention since now no customers you teach me lo. You think you so good meh? Good to people you likes only. You also don't wants to write from the start. All the way i doing only credits card payment. Yea to train my speed right. Ok lo. I do all the way lo. Don't let me do cash payment and other things. Don't even bother to talks to me, just let me stand there and like a dummy. Unless i asked you things then you will reply for that questions ONLY.

Remember i once says about 1A and 1B bills need to check clearly before bill out? Wednesday got this once they put 1B bills that had to settle to my side, so i hand to the bitch, and she walk to 1B and hand to carrie, maybe is from that time onwards she gather the unhappy things i GAVE to her. It's quite nonsense.. If really is from there onwards de, you want me to do it by myself, just say. Or maybe you was very happy that you can go over so to chat with carrie. Aiya..... I don't know why i keep saying the bitch... Maybe i feel angry maybe i can't let go maybe i find that she's a totally nonsense bitch... Crap, really can't stop it........ Pray hard today with barley, with barley, with barley!!!!

Stupid senior leader says if get the same feedback will don't want me. If really so, i think is they gang up. If later i really never talks much or really never talk in that way. Maybe is the bitch don't like the way i talk nia. She ownself also talk not in a good way. Pui, say that bitch again.. Why on the 2nd day don't put me with other people instead of the bitch? Why wednesday also with her. Hais, why can't Zouk got more people like Barley??? Carrie not bad also, she's only 20(Just turn 20 last week). Maybe the bitch is like my sis type, abit more to immature and likes to play around only. Eat more eat more, get fatter and fatter. Abit quite hard to get along with people over there, not sure why but maybe because they don't know who the hell are you or don't even want to bothers about you until certain numbers of time they sees you/work with you.

Talk less also a fault? I don't really know why, whenever i speak less it seems like it's my fault or it is a fault for speaking less. Sometimes when the position of counter keep change, starting you need to get use of the things, like where the box are. I haven't get used to it and tio say by her, observe around you. Take note of the incoming credit cards, cash payment. The leader also says she got observe me not say she don't have. Ya observe, from which point?? From far you can see my attitude??? Wow so pro man, you good "shun feng er" and "qian li yan". If sing along with the music also is consider a bad attitude, NEXT TIME set this rules and tell the next batch of new cashiers onwards.

Die Die Die. Curse all of you. Make my life meaningles for working in there. The interview at 2PM better success hor... And the job for the server or cashier/counter crew. So can take 2 jobs =D Just nice to kill the time. Reach home online few hours like the past and sleep. If the LTA job paid got at least $1.1k good le but i think the paid should be quite low ba. $900-$1000 nia i think. As it's LTA, i went to their web page and saw the benefits. I guess the transport should be free. Not sure for how many trips or the among of travel allowance. Hopefully if get this job, get this benefits la.. So i can save alot = =

Too long de post... Sorry make those people that reads the eyes turn @_@ I didn't mean it... As the title says le. Venting. LOL I'm sorry lah Peiru.. No pictures. I also want a blog post with something like Wenqi de, alot pictures but i don't have a nice camera, neither a good handphone. And i was like really nothing can take picture of... In Zouk got the secruity camera de. . . Skali i take pictures tio caught. Haha unless is customers take picture for me la =x Aiya i end here ba. If not i gonna say non- stop again le..... Bye.

Have a nice day for myself..

GOOD BYE UNLUCKY MAY. WELCOME LUCKY JUNE <3

2009-06-04T05:39:00.006+08:00

Day 3

Today woke up at 3plus. Got a call from LTA regrading the Customer Service Position i applied about 2months ago.. Asking whether i'm still interested in this job. Ofcourse i do!! Actually awakes at 12plus. And was sms-ing Michelle. Heard that while she's on her way to MRT station, the strip and mad guy from channel 8, Steven Lim, stopped her while she was walking pass the Bus Interchange... Saying alot of stuffs and wants to film Michelle in the new drama, Shuang Zhi Xing. But her chinese cannot make it la. And she had to rush for work, so Steven Lim wasted his saliver for saying so many.. LOL. Who the hell is Steven Lim i don't know at all. So i asked Peiru and Singwee. Both say don't know is who and i told them about what he told Michelle. So SingWee was like "OH I KNOW LE" her friend kena before as well, and she say Steven Lim film for blog nia. LOL So shitty... Lame him.

I woke up quite early actually, so turn on the computer watched the latest Bleach and 2 episode of a Japan family cartoon with taiwan sub. I likes the way taiwanese speak. 435PM, bath, 545Pm leave the house.. Reached Tiong Bahru at hmmm, around 645PM. Walk slowly to Zouk.

Reach there 705Pm bah.. Walk up to the office, took a XS uniform, went to iron it and change it. After that went back up to office, today i count the money for opening, work in Disco BAR 1A today with FREDA..

Almost i do all the things, open shift, take out things that need to be taken out, write the opening stocks etc. After that dinner time, today's dinner was Curry chicken rice with eggs fried with chillies or is green beans. Done eating, go to Roll Call. -Roll Call- A place where manager or staffs gather together(only Zouk, disco area staffs) and say about the promotions etc etc. Then just listen lo. I don't know i need paper or what at all. So just try to remember it, That FREDA later on says "minru arh, next time bring a paper or what on the Roll Call". WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS? I'M STILL NEW U EXPECT ME TO KNOW THE FUTURE FIRST?You din't even F**KING tell me finish about Roll Call on Saturday.. Talk until Wednesday Roll Call at 830PM and we went for Dinner.. And you didn't continue after the break. Hais.. Nevermind.. 9plus le. Lights turn off, Zouk opens.. Manager : Cashiers you may go. Ok, go back to my position with FREDA.

Second time pair up with her. This time is see me do things, walao everytime she eat eat eat snacks only. I'm sure you hates me from the starts, because you will only choose those you think you are very close with or can get along with you better de Floor Staffs and share you snacks. You will never ask me about it. Not like other staff. You belongs to the Stingy group!!

For me today the time is quite fast. That counter i was standing was Michelle first day spot. Maybe is different day so the disco area is different. Michelle says it was damm bored at there. But i find it quite nice, maybe is Wednesday, Ladies Night. 12AM le, i go for my second break 10mins...... Go back le, got alot bills haven't settle, but FREDA was doing it, i just stand there lo. Like what she told me to do. Until she finishes then i take back.. I confirm that you think that i'm a newie a noob so you ofcourse more fast then me. Pui, i new so what ofcourse abit slower then you what. I know every part of yours is bigger then mine. OK?

1plus, the music at this time is nice.. Got Y.M.C.A, Nobody~, Season in the Sun, It's My Life and one more i forgot the name. Sang by Spice Girls "Love Me Love Me, Says that you love me~" Maybe you know which song is this.. So the time is faster from now on..

2plus, time to count the cash sales and credit card sales etc.... Around 3AM i guess that FREDA ask what is this when i open the cash box. I told her is the sales lo. She says liddat arh huh. As i got 3 $1 coins there, so i told her haven't done mah. Walao liddat only she go complain to Senior Leader say i bad tone/attitude etc. F**K you la. PUA CHEE BYE. Not happy say out straight la. Backstabber. You like to say F**K YOU so much why not use it to scold me in front of my face instead of backstabbing me?? Mother F**KER. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

FINE... So she picks up a call and tell me, you go up office, they call you. Crap, i was thinking might be the what credit card lost problem want ask me... Ok, gone up le, was told to sit there for awhile until she free to come talk to me. She's free next, she sat down and asked me blah blah what FREDA says i rude etc, is it i felt stress or what etc. Or she gave me stress etc.... Wakao.. I tried to bear it with my tears. But after she says something i can't stands it anymore, tears starts to drop... Then she say things like, maybe don't want you etc, not like i really want this job la. Just want to earn more only. And what you know about what the paper you sign says, must work 6days then get paid. If you really leaves before 6days i see how first. Friday, i put you train under another person bah, if i get the same feedback, i'm sad to say this job don't suits you.. So, you cool down abit, you go BAR 3 find KaiLin, just watch her do things will do..

My mood was actually quite good today until FREDA spoils my mood.. The first day i see you, the remark for you is Average. After today, remark for you DROPPED TO THE HELL!! You this kind of woman is the most dangerous. Why got guys like you de? So violet on the way you speak.

2009-06-02T00:29:00.003+08:00

Legend of the sea/东海战

Today i watched this on PPS... The chinese version.. Damm funny from the start(To me la).

There's a fish saying the poem like this :

床前明月光光光

疑是地上霜霜霜

举头望明.... 哇!好好好.. 好多死鱼啊!?

After that is sharks, the noob shark talks like "jie ba" lol. And the noob shark use binocular saw something,(actually is the prawn head)and he got scared and told another smarter shark got monster faster go la. LOL So the smarter shark took over the binocular and view it itself while he was scolding the noob shark timid, chey, it's a prawn only. Don't even fills my stomach it says..

There's a startfish that looks like LI XIAO LONG!!! LOL It also looks like banana =S

Well i still watching it. It's nice xD Go watch it if you haven't watched.

2009-05-31T05:58:00.003+08:00

Day 2

***Some updates for this afternoon post... Yesterday after knock off, Barlery bring us to the transport area and told us which van/car to board on that day. So, we end up on different van/car. Mine was already there so i can board it first while michelle's not yet reach. So had to stand here waiting for it = =" ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM. My van head off~~~ Michelle's car/van still not there yet.. Wow.. The driver think he is speed racer liddat or want to go home fast. He drives at a very fast speed. Was sitting behind so not sure but should be at least 100-120. Very fast. Like rollar coaster keep going up and down... No matter whether he's turning or not, it's still best to keep grab on the bar.. Michelle reached home while i was still on the an = = her transport didn't turn up.. So took cab. lolx Reach home already 5plus. End

Today was my 2nd day training in Zouk.. Freda was the one training me. At WineBar. Training my speed of collect credit cards. So mostly whole day i handle that only. Never touch the cash bills. Hmm... Today, the time was silghtly faster then yesterday but also bored. Even tho those Floor Staff there is quite funny, and as they was near to counter, they can always chit chat. Not like disco side. So maybe this is the best part. But heard that WineBar is the most busy side. And i think that's the only counter that wil get the least VOID bills..

Yesterday 330AM, i received michelle's sms saying "break again".. I was like huh, how come got 3rd break i don't have? Not sure what's going on but never mind.. Yesterday dinner was chicken rice i guess, Supper not sure le because i didn't get that break.. For today, dinner should be Nasi Lemak, Supper is PAPA Bread/Coffee Bread.. Oh ya, for our drink, we can take coke, sprite, tonic, or gingerale.. Tonic is a drink with gas inside. I haven't try this drink yet. While gingerale is a drink that got some sweet sweet taste. I have tried this yesterday while i was with LiTing as i asked her about those drinks. Not bad, taste abit like Zapple(Apple Soda).

People in Zouk mostly is Females. But alot is erm how to spell the word =/ They mostly is tie up de >.<>

Try to work 6days and see how it goes ba.. When first go in, Kym bring us to the locker and tell us how to iron the Uniform. Hmm, she actually got a Full-Time job as well O_O so hardworking. Heard that she is a mix blood of korea. What else can i type here.. Tomorrow Michelle will be working in the pastry. Hope it goes well.

Oh ya, Michelle didn't go for work in Zoul today. Not sure whether is it that she got a communicationg with Andrew. As she thought that this job wouldn't confirm us until after 2weeks of training, but i think is actually after 2weeks of training, first is depends on how Andrew they all thinks about your working in Zouk, 2nd will be on yourself. Like, whether u like this job or not, able to handle alone? As Andrew mention, sometimes the crowd came in a bunch or like WineBar it will be super busy, and those people that they trains in the past ran away as they can't handle/tahan it..... I wonder i can or not. lolx Work until my body aches, jiayous, 4 more working days and i got the paid, if not i didn't get paid if quit before 6 working days in total.

2009-05-30T17:31:00.004+08:00

It's about work..

Yesterday 8pm, was working in zouk with michelle. I didn't tell Shireen they all because scare later they call us go home again. lolx We reaches before 8pm so they give us the Uniforms and bring us go to the locker to iron it.. Alot people is ironing as well so had to wait lo... Well, it was quite nice. Starting is LiZhen bring me walk around the places and some opening stuffs. Later on go break.

After break is LiTing teach me. But before i learn from her, Barley, which teaches michelle, brings me along together with her first as don't know where did LiTing gone to. So barley teaches alot. And i head back to Phuture2 after 10pm. So i saw LiTing, so i was told to do some opening thingy..

After that, do some payments lo. Quite easy and slack tho. But abit over bored. When there's no trasaction all i can do is stand there do nothing or look around. Ofcourse there's things to do if got alot trasaction le. Can sort the money up. Suppose is LiTing teach me until closing but she got abit of sore throat can't talk too much so became go to Phuture 1, KaiLin teach me closing lo. Don't mind me for saying la... At LiTing side mostly is she let me do things la. At KaiLin side is like walao... All you do, i stand there do nothing and blocks the way. What the hell? Jitao so bored... 230AM onwards was with KaiLin until 4AM. Damm bored just to stand there keep see you doing the same things over and over again.... Maybe you used to it but i'm new. You keep repeat i will sian. Somemore i do nothing. Just stand there see you do. = = I try to tahan 6days for this job first ba. hehz

Jiayous

2009-05-27T22:37:00.004+08:00

FEAR...

Recently, i played a quiz in facebook. It's say that the thing i most fear of is -Allodoxaphobia - Fear of opinions.

You don't like it when people tell you what they think of you, either it is good or bad. You enjoy life more when people keep their comments to themselves (which is not easy for any of your friends). You need to just calm down and take their advice. Even if it goes against everything you believe in. Trust me, you need help!!!

This is kinda funny. Ok, there's another one that's more accurate. Not only for me, but michelle's answer too.. Title is : How is your life? And the answer i get is.. Your life sucks

Everything has been going the opposite way! Nothing has been going according to plan and feel as if no one likes you or cares about you.. but that doesnt matter.. u have your self and everyone ELSE...

I really feel like no one like and cares about me.. Since primary 5 or 6. I been bullied by random or same people over the same things. In primary school, is about sitting at hall.. They push me and force me to sit behind... In secondary school, they make fun of me.. by drawing my maths book and i got fed up tear my maths book apart threw it away and bought a new one. Or making fun of my name by scolding around xxx love minru. It's not fun to play with people's name..

It's like everywhere i go study in i get condemned. Just like i'm in higher nitec. I don't know what kind of girls is those. their mind keep saying the same people's bad or random people. Except for that, i don't really heard them say another things before. Well, they're only older then me by one. All looks so evil... Making fun of people = to fun for yourself i know. But can you girls not always say people's bad? I wonder why you girls can get a boyfriend. Maybe they are as evil as you or just the opposite. Living up til now, i only likes Ite nitec life. The most relax and it's the only places i feel some cares. Or only at work. I can only find happiness while working. I can laugh at all lame things, joke around, make fun of each other during work.. I don't understand why the teachers in simei so f**k up.

My form teacher which she teaches my class in Ite nitec before, i can say that everyone in that class hates/dislike her. BUT when i first went into Simei Ite, knowing that she was my form teacher i find that, oh, so concidental.. Not bad.. After a few months of studying that far including i had to rush for work after school.. I began to get irritated by school. They are impatient.. If you ask too much of the questions they began to talk badly or saying things like, why you so stupid or why can't you get it? I'm don't want to teach you le..

Hais.. I heard this kind of words i get so sad. Why they like this? Someone expect me to face the two same teachers forever in one year? OH MAN.. IT'S SO SICKENING... I can study well, but i choose not to BECAUSE you the teachers makes me so sick of it!!!

I started to skip lesson/school. Form teacher keep calling. Ok, i went to school when i want to.. She told me, why don't you study, what is yor plan huh. I told her AIYA just go on as the day goes by. She told me YOU CANNOT LIKE THIS SAY. You should plan for your future. Fine.. Not really important to me, when i see that this world is getting meaningly. She even told me, why don't study? If you go out work, those people at work is more unpredictable, they will be more ambitious.. What the hell is this.. I find that school is more worse... Well, maybe only applies to those girls. Maybe they found out this blog of mine and they saw this. I don't care. Even this story had been 3yrs old. I just want to get something out to vent about it.

I began to sick of love as well, There really isn't many good guys out there now. Even it's good, it had been someone else husband or boyfriend. Guy how can you expect girls to trust you if you're just aiming for sex? By not giving you or by not satified you, GAME OVER. Even if that there's is someone that is my best choice, he doesn't makes the first move, what's the point? Expect me to tell you/ask you. Or even ask you, you was also like don't want to say ok/yes to me. Even if i ask you, you was like wanting to hide your face. Why you want to hide your face?

I don't really goes by look. Most importantly is my feel towards you or your feel towards me.. Looks may not had to be handsome but at least decent look? Not like those i see already i feel like punching? Or my friend feel like punching? Ofcourse you temper and characteristic is one of my option also.. If you got a dam bad temper i sure will suffer. Abit bad it's ok.. Bad charactistic, sorry you're out.

I'm neither a beauty. So i don't expect much from my boyfriend. As long as it's able to get a decent/stable job/salary. Well, not a over playful kind, will do.. So hard?

Aiya... I'm venting again... Digging out all the past. I just can't walks out of my past can't i? It's hard to let go.. for me.... I do want a decent relationship sometimes. Someone that i can hug when i'm happy and want shares my happiness, someone that i can lean on when i need a shoulder to cry on or sleep on. But everything just don't go well. Can't blame anyone. Can only blame myself or my pass life. Or bacause i changed too much since young...

Well i guess i should stops here. No point venting anymore.

Words for ZhiWei if you got reads it, still want to fuifill your promise for me ma? Guess you also not reading de la. hahha. Everyday busy GE-ing.

Gratz for your last paper, may your result is the top and good luck in finding a job =)

(Where is my new job =/)

2009-05-25T18:44:00.017+08:00

MapleSea

Well, got nothing to do.. AuditionSea had to patch again but it keep hang. So i intend to download MapleSea to play it for fun and take a look at the episode two. Although i don't like Maple as is a 2D game. So i went to download it at their main page. It tooks about 4hours. In the meanwhile i watch some shows in PPS.. The A-Go-Go-Princess, guess you guys should be familar with it as it's a singapore show.

Ok, done downloading Maple. Crap. Computer hang and i had to type this part all over again.... Let me think i say what over here...

Hmm.. After done, downloading, time to install it... Installing......... Woot, done. Load it now, and login. Asiasoft want me to change password for my own safety. So head to their main page to change it lo. Done changing it. Login Maple again. Booom, Dced. "Connection for current had end" Stupid Window Vista problem. Not sure how to fix. Tried to find a solution in their main page. But all doesn't works. Give up. hahaha

Hmm, i realise that some people should had blocked me in MSN. Well, maybe same goes to my sis. As she knows that i sure will tell her to give up.

As for some other people, maybe J. Avoiding me or what. lolx. Let's see if he online later. If never see him online means i tio blocked ba.lolx I'm just too sensitive. Thinks too much when i got nothing to do. Sorry

Something i want to tell J if he reallys blocked me : No need to block me de, you want delete me, avoid me can tell me. As in if u want me to stop talking to you/kacau you i will stop de and maybe will ignore you for quite a long time le. ^^

I know blocking people is the best way to avoid people from chatting with you. But if really wants to block people, might as well just delete and blocks it. You can choose to add it back next time, simply just go option->privacy->see who added you in their list. Simple steps nia. For your information : I'm not blame-ing anyone here.

As for aother person, ZhiWei aka idunno. If i can see you online means you didn't blocks me. But when i talk to you, can you at least reply a single word? No matter i'm offline already or away. Handphone isn't fake as well, or you can always reply whenever you sees me online the next day, next time. I saw your status just changed to online so i ask you something, but you also choose to ignore. If you want to ignore so much, might as well delete me liao. Maybe you're busy studying but i'm sure you are busy GE-ing. Or telling me that it's the new version of MSN confusing you again...

I may sound so unreasonable but..... I don't really like it when people i cares don't reply me. No matter how long it is i hope you guys reply at least something. Sometimes is damm tiring by repeating the same thing over and over and over and you guys still didn't get it or never reply to the question. Cut some slack i know. I tries to do so. But sometimes when there's something to chat and i wish you can chat with me? If you don't want chat can says so don't keep reply me and get yourself frustated.

I never say anyone right now. I'm just digging the past out to say. Or i'm just venting everything.. Anyway, i want to tell my friends : Saying out what your heart wants to say. Don't tell me this but actually your heart wants to tell me another answer. Please repect your friend, Boyfriend, Girlfriend...

I always thinks that why they can blog everyday. Now i get it... When you're bored you are able to do so. I always work in the past so even if i blogs also no point as everyday talking about what happened at work. But now i'm currently jobless and was like venting here. Tries to blog everyday. No matter important stuffs or not. I keep wondering whether i should clear my MSN. But those friends although we never talk for maybe a god dam long long long time.. I still will keep, as some of them is my Gamer friends. Might go back those games, and able to chat again. Right now i really don't know what to do.

Maybe is just get a job and work work work work work.. Reach home online awhile and sleep. Just like last time end work reach home online 4-6hrs and sleep around 8hrs...

I always tell myself, i had never make myself regret in anything i do. But i think i maybe regret saying "No more". lolx Don't ask i use it on where. Just don't think dirty.

I know there isn't much people reading my blog. The most common one ofcourse will be michelle reading it. Eve, Peiru, Samantha should be reading once in awhile. As for wenqi, don't think she know or notice about my blog yet as she have yet to update her blog, so might not see i had tagged on her cbox.

Michelle says that my blog is so short, this is the longest post i will be posting...

I really miss the past.. The past where i was working in Motorola, Long John Silvers' and ofcourse 1st year in TakoPachi.. And new people in TakoPachi.. Eve aka SingWee, JueBing, maybe Xiuping as she starts work later then JueBing and Eve.

Come to think of it... Since age of 14, i been working at the north area only. Had never gone to other part of singapore to work before. Maybe it's time to move further. Thought of getting the job in Changi Airport. Got nice aircon, ang mo(s) and ofcourse it will be quite slack i suppose.. Can see alot of people from different countries. Just that the working time.. 3-11pm By the time, still got MRT go home? Maybe got maybe had to take cab. Around $30 if take cab. How about take cab to like hmm, orchard and change MRT =/ saves alot more. But waste abit more of the time =p

My circle of friends ain't alot. As in i got alot of friends but all not that close. I can get along with all people in games as long as it don't irritates me or get irritated by me. But that's only in game. Once we're out of game, we ain't close anymore. E.G. we quitted the game, we don't really have the things to chat with anymore after sometimes.

I'm sure a big failure in everything i do =/ Friendship, Family, Job, Relationship, just everything. All failed... Even my blog is so dead? Maybe because i'm scared of alot of things. I may likes to be alone sometimes but i think i'm actually scares of being alone? Especially the place where there's isn't anyone i know. Or there's someone i know but they're busying doing their stuffs and i had to sit there all alone or strolling around. End up getting myself bored and starts to yawn.

Hmm, maybe should find a boyfriend/husband like my dad says ba. Older guy that can control and support the girl is the best. lolx Say until so easy... Aiya i said so much le. I think i should stops. Gonna rot again... GOD... Grant me a job please..

Michelle, long enough for you to read??? lolx

I LOVE YOU <3

(I'm saying to everyone & future husband if there's one among my male friends. lolx)

2009-05-24T18:05:00.009+08:00

A song that's saying what i'm searching for

因为爱/Love (By -J-Stars)

看着天空渐渐的亮起来

(Early One Morning While You Were Asleep)

幸福的花儿有没有开

(I Woke Up Saw You And Start To Think)

哦美梦让人甜得不想醒来

(I Was Searching For What I've Already Found)

太阳不管我是否存在

(What We Don't Know Sometimes We Fear)

每天依然快乐的自转

(And What We Don't See Sometimes We Near)

想你若不在我怎么会精彩

(Now I Realise I Wanna Settle Down)

ho~~告诉我什么是爱

(I Wanna Know What Is Like)

怎么做才不会遗憾

(I Wanna Feel What Is Like)

告诉我什么是爱和被爱

(I Wanna Know What Is Like To Be Loved)

把你的心门都打开

(I Wanna Know What Is Like)

看看阳光多么温暖

(I Wanna Feel What Is Like)

所有的冷漠都不再

(I Wanna Know What Is Like To Be Loved)

因为爱

你说爱就像个调色盘

(So Sick And Tired Of The Dating Scene)

把喜怒哀乐通通都挤一块

(Same Old People Ain't Nothing Changed)

有红的蓝的绿的橘色和黑白

(I Was With My Friends Almost Every Night)

我们曾有过争执和不愉快

(I Can't Understand What I Feel I'm Missing)

如今通通都抛开

(It's Like Running Through A Maze)

在雨后剩下的天边迷人的灿烂

(I Need You Open Up And Put My Pride Aside?)

ho~~~

告诉我什么是爱

(I Wanna Know What Is Like)

怎么做才不会遗憾

(I Wanna Feel What Is Like)

告诉我什么是爱和被爱

(I Wanna Know What Is Like To Be Loved)

把你的心门都打开

(I Wanna Know What Is Like)

看看阳光多么温暖

(I Wanna Feel What Is Like)

所有的冷漠都不再

(I Wanna Know What Is Like To Be Loved)

因为爱

我不要生命中没有你

(I Wanna Feel Your Lights Shine On Me)

只希望这承诺你都会相信

(I Wanna Put My Heart Something I Believe)

让我牵你的手一起走过这冬季

(It's Like A Gift Through God I Hope That You Can See)

写爱的奇迹

(That I Wanna Be)

na~~~~(NA NA NA)

There's a voice's telling me

Only ture love you can see

那是天使在singing说make it real

这个世界的苦已太多

偏偏彼此只懂得折磨

退一步就海阔天空 Love Love Love

I wanna know what it's like

I wanna feel what it's like

Iwanna know what it's like to be loved

I wanna know what it's like

I wanna feel what it's like

I wanna know what it's like to be loved

告诉我什么是爱

怎么做才不会遗憾

告诉我什么是爱和被爱

把你的心门都打开

看看阳光多么温暖

所有的冷漠都不再因为爱

na~~~

2009-05-24T16:47:00.009+08:00

Tears Dropping

Not sure what's going on with me. I tried to sleeps a 330am. But i only slept for 30mins or slightly more.. 4plus woke up.. Haiss

My dad should be thought that is Onh, so he came to the kitchen as well. Usually i go sleep and walk out of room he will ask i can't get to sleep is it? So he did it yesterday, i said i only slept 30mins. He ask, u also frustrated? Frustrated over what, i say job lo. So i intend to move to the living room and sleep. With the fan.. As i don't own a fan in my room hahaha. =S

Been staying for home so long, everyday nothing to do. Stare at computer only. Weather is up and down as well.

My head was very dizzy when i walks. Maybe lack of blood or eat too little. Hahaha.. To friends out there, the tears is suddenly feel like coming out de hor. Weather up and down makes me feel so uncomfortable and it burst out =S.

Hais.. Really hard to get to sleep, dad went out to market at 640am. Until 740am i haven't get to sleep.. I think 830am i haven't fall asleep yet. lolx. Not sure what time he came home. But i woke up once again. It's around 12pm. Sleep again. Finally i sleep straight to 4plus.

Yesterday when i go view on my sis blog, i saw that her boyfriend, vincent, tagged on chat box. So i went to tag as well regrading the rob case. TODAY, i view again, the f**king blog had been removed. Wasn't this trying to says YES YOU GUYS ROB THE HOUSE... If you guys want to hide, there's no longer a way to help you all. Hope police faster find you.

I don't understands.. Ever since the last theft case, your boyfriend and NEW friends is getting worse. Of couse there's someone which is her buddy reading my blog as well at the moment. Since i put the link on MSN. Whatever you want to tell her, show her. It's your problem. Not say i never help her at all. I had told her to return home so the risk of going jail will be decreased. Now it had increased to the top. No longer can reduce it. My friends told me that, should let my sis go jail to reflect. Hais.. What's going wrong this year, this month? I think i should clear my MSN list. lolx. Deleted all people. Left those i got chat with only? I know sometimes i say something without go thru my brain.. Or maybe can also say i sometimes quite straightforward. But i'm kind of impatient type. Especially to some people.

I tends to act heartless but i actually knows i'm quite softhearted. I tries to hide everything up.. Bottle it, but i will end up can't afford to bottle it anymore and the anger came out. I guess i'm abit of emo-ing... Well, let's end this blog entry... 6Days left to June. Hope it's a better month.

2009-05-24T16:39:00.004+08:00

The Raman Girl

Can't find any of this moive picture in yahoo.. But you guys sure know what show i'm talking about. Well, yesterday i just remember that i actually watched this show few days ago and never talks about it.

This show bascially is quite nice. The most funny part is they can't communicate. Just like a advertisement on newspaper, the duck was trying to talk to the chicken.

Aiya, didn't found any picture of it. Anyway, those who haven't watch it, go watch it online =D Not a bad show afterall.

2009-05-23T22:46:00.009+08:00

Random Post

Alot of things happened this month... Love is what? To me it sounds like a total rubbish thing. Why do humans need love? Guys out there, it there any of you worth to trust? Most always says "Guys use their lower body to think"

Maybe is true, maybe not. Man out there now, the quality is getting worse. I'm sorry guys, no offence. I don't mean all the guys either. Just most of it i suppose...

Maybe you will says i think too much, yea.. Maybe it's true as i had been slacking at home or hanging outside looking for job for about a week. I really not sure what kind of guy i can trust. OR i should say where is the guys that is trusthworth? I really can't see the truth anymore.

Most of the guys is mostly just want to fool around with girls only ba.. I should always stay as i don't believe guys. I tried to believe u all. But it seems like i'm all wrong. True love isn't easy nor hard to find. It's just that the time is not right yet. For me, the time will never get right.

Time to face the truth. I shall be alone. I do love alone and single as well =) Relationship isn't so important to me as i always put Career 1st. Love last. Maybe i'm fooling myself? lolx i can't tell. But i do don't know what is love. I know i'm noob. =p But i don't care. I don't need to know this at all.

When it's the right time, it will come. I shall just sit back and watch my life goes on til the end...

Maybe when i found someone that i likes but not love. I will be abit like cling to them. Close to them. End up actually i'm annoying to them ba. xD I sometimes do know that but.... Sometimes, i don't like certain people don't replies me. Sometimes i maybe too cling to the person. As i think i just want to be close to him/her. As times goes by, we ain't as close as before.

No more same topic, no more chatable like the past. But at least still maintance as a pure pure pure friend. Like those once in awhile will ask "How have u been"? Sound nonsense. lolx I really wish time goes back..

2009-05-23T19:14:00.005+08:00

Tampines One

Due to yesterday was like a pig, until morning i still unable to get to sleep. So i intend go take a look at KX. He's fatter(ba ba) LOL. Skinnier nicer leh.. Well, he says i was like more and more skinny = ="

He got to work at night until 8am next day... Very tiring. So.. i head off to Tampines One for a walk down there as i had yet to shop there. While he head off to his bed and sleep. Hmm.. nothing much in Tampines One tho. Not bad ba. The acrade there is so small. Like totally so empty. Abit like time-zone got some kid games.

Spend about 45mins in Tampines One. So boring, suppose intend to visit Fu Kun as well in Tampines Mall but i abit forgotten. I end up remembered and i decided not to go as i was at the Mrt gate already.... lolx

Head back home at around 12pm. Sleep all the way. Reach home around 2pm. Change shirt, wash away the makeups and head to sleep. Well, never get to fall asleep immediately. Woot, it's raining heavily and is so windy. I guess i falled asleep at 3plus. Woke up at 7plus. Oh i just remember i had yet to buy newspaper for my dad. 9plus then buy ba.

2009-05-22T22:24:00.013+08:00

Another Boring Day

Hais.. Today was another boring day. Slept at 6am.. Woke up at 12pm but it seems like i never get enough sleep. Maybe due to i didn't get to sleep well last few weeks. So i sleep again in less than 30mins after i woke up at 12pm. Sleep and wokeup, sleep and wokeup. Until 730pm then finally woke up. I know it sounds like a pig but no choice... Recently keep looking for jobs around singapore, very tired. Don't know whether well get any job anot.

Since yesterday til today, i got some miss call around 8plus.. Not sure is who so i didn't pick up the call or i am out of house to buy newspaper. I asked michelle whether the person had called her anot as well, she told me ya there's a miss call too.... Hais, don't know is who sia. Skali is the bakery de.

I scare is that bloody "Alex" so i never picks up any call that i don't know from now on haha. =S

Oh well, guess i don't need to sleep until morning. Today like so lonely, morning sms-ed KX good morning as i thought he will wakes up at 6am but today his classes starts at 1pm so he 11am then wakes up. Hmm, today he didn't online. Maybe i'm too annoying =p. I know i'm quite annoying >.<

Question for my friends that read my blog : What's the most important thing you think if you're in a relationship?

I think to me is, to communicate with each other more often. Like asking their day on that day etc? I should be quite a failure in this as well.

I'm such a big failure in working and relationship... Good luck just don't follow me.

Mr.Right arh, where are you? Nonono. My lifetime job arh, where to find you? lolx

Had to kill the time.. Watching the latest "Naruto 330" Next watch "Be my side(不凡的爱)" on PPS.... No choice, there isn't any other Hong Kong drama that looks nice can watch le... Oh God, treat me abit more better please? My life getting worse le... Can die soon ma? lolx Will world really ends?

Hmm, "Be my side(不凡的爱)" not a very nice show but still can manage to watch la. But i change my mind to watch "Nanny daddy(奶爸百分百)" instead after two episode of "Be my love(不凡的爱)"

"Nanny daddy(奶爸百分百)" recommended by michelle, as i intend to watch it after "Be my side" but since she say "Nanny daddy(奶爸百分百)" is way better, of cause must watch it =p

It's 420am in the morning, found out that actually KX is working =p

2009-05-22T03:53:00.007+08:00

Handsome Suit

Slept too much yesterday. lolx. So until now still unable to sleep. So... ate another bowl of rice+soup while watching "Handsome Suit" using PPS(www.ppstream.com) a china provider.

The starting of he show is saying "There's two kind of man in this world.. One is handsome guy, other one will be ugly guy. Handsome guy is those born with good-looking face, while ugly guy, just like what it says "ugly".

Lame but funny. I give 7.5 =D Oh, by the way, there's UGLY SUIT as well..

2009-05-22T02:06:00.011+08:00

Monsters VS Ailens

Oh well... Got nothing to do again xP From the web michelle gave me, there's some movies that's not yet out can be found on there. Too bad there's no "HandsomeSuit" And "Ice Age 3".

Hmm.. The girl looks like the one in "Bolt" well didnt get to finish the show as it STUCKS.Try it tomorrow le ba. Anyway it looks dumb.

I rather watch "Resident Evil: Degeneration" again.

2009-05-21T22:09:00.005+08:00

OPEN SEASON 2

Got so bored and went to search for some movies to watch.

Remember that michelle mention there's Open Season 2 so i went to search for it from the web she gave me. So i found it and start watching it.

Wow it's was so lame = = rabbit wars = they throwing rabbits around to each other. lolx. Well, it's funny tho...

Oh, the "Alex" called me 4 times but i didnt picks up so he sms-ed me saying, "Please don't say that, please go down to my shop and collect the money... I'm too busy too pick up calls" What the hell sia.. Want me and michelle waste time go down again and maybe see those stupid face of those people? Hell no.. Hais... Michelle still ask me "What the hell? His shop? Everyone in there was so blur looking when we went in to look for "Alex" that day.." What to do? =/ If i go down, it's abit embarrassing as i had sms-ed him that he con us?

Another Boring Day

2009-05-21T17:38:00.008+08:00

It's another boring day again~ Still remember i says that we was con by the F**KER "Alex"? Yesterday morning sms-ed him until now stil never reply. So, sms-ed him again, saying fun to con us huh? $25 also don't want to paid. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS MAN??? There's three people i can scold. HAHAHHA if he still not going to reply anything by MON i guess. I confirm report to police. Prepare to die!!!! Stupid Shitty "Alex" "Patrick" "Lawrance" AND STPUD SALON I HOPE U CLOSE DOWN!!!!! =X

A bad MAYDAY!!!!

2009-05-20T22:30:00.018+08:00

It happens on 15/16 May 2009

This May i guess is quite unlucky for me.. First, i kena some boliao customers complain and boss get over reacted. So end up, he treated me eat "Fried Squid" lo. NeverMind i wanted to quit long ago just i try to stay =p... But can't don't work that's why had to find a job.

Then my house kena robbed by some F**KERS that came my house before. Maybe is my sis Maybe is her friends Maybe is they gang up.. I got no comments anymore about her friends. Guarantte is someone that came to my house for many times and know the place well. It's so coincidental that i was so tired on that night(Fri, 15MAY2009) so i head to sleep awhile i reach home awhile. I know my sis will be heading for mahjong session as she asked whether i want to join. But i had to work on Saturday morning so i say no to her. So i head to bed. And not sure what time she went out. My dad was in malaysian that day too. So no-one is awake after i sleep and she went out. I don't even know what time did the thief or thieives came in. i guess they didn't even switch on the lights. I woke up around 3am. Didn't notice anything goes wrong just that the toilet lights in the kitchen is on. I thought is was my sis that didn't swich off it.

(Totally forgot she went out)

So, head back to room, turn on my com until 6am and sleep again until 9am woke up prepare to go work. Done preparing, about to go out. I can't find my keys on the dinning table. Got piss as i had to go work where did my keys go? So i start searching it. Realise that room warerobe was wide open but didn't went in and check. *Searching keys* at my dad's coffee table... I notice that those cabinet near the table all is in a mess and i decided to go into the room which warerobe door is wide open and check it out. . OMG... everything in the warerobe had been digged out. Went back to the living room and notice the gate is close but unlocked and the wooden door is half closed.

Found my keys in the cabinet near the door.

WTH i had never ever put my keys there. Why the thieves want to use my keys to open the door? I sms-ed my sis asking whether she rob the house. She replied no.

I called her later on during my break time at 12pm. She asked what happen etc and say don't call police first. And i try to call my dad but can't find him.. He switched off his handphone. Hais., i got no choice but to wait until he called me. My sis says she will go home with me after i knock off but my dad insist me of going back earlier. So i told her, and she mention she will be going home around evening time. But she didn't came home. My dad went to ask the uncle next door about whether he saw anything that night but uncle says no.

Dad got pissed and called the police to investigate. No choice.
The next day, my sis sms-ed me say her boyfriend,vincent, was in hospital and she will be going home tomorrow but she didn't came home as well... wasn't it weird???

Out For Interview

2009-05-20T20:04:00.020+08:00

20 MAY 2009

Today, we went for jobhunt/interview again~ First, we went to yishun BLK 292 D IMAGE for our 2nd day flyers job. First day we do door by door which means put paper by paper at door steps/gate... But today we reach there at about 1015am. We went into the BLOODY salon and ask them where is the "Alex"(the guy that talked to us on Sunday which is our first day). They told us that "Why you so late?"... Walao = = first day we also reach about that time lo.

Then she asked what is our name so we told her and she want us to fill in a form AND i think she also got called Alex. Ok, we filled in. And she started asking you know BLK 4xx at where or not. I told her not sure, so michelle asked me whether the person is it giving us distribute door to door again. As we had told Alex we want to distribute at MRT stations for Wednesday and Friday le. Hais, so after we heard that it is BLK distribution again, we told her that we had told Alex we want to distribute at on Sunday le.

So we ask her whether can give us distribute at MRT one anot. She ask whether we are going to be part time or full time(Of coz part time = =) and she says if part time they don't want because if it is like this, it will not fair to the full time. As they says only want people to distribute at MRT only on Thursday, Friday, Saturday. It wasn't the same when i asked the person before i go for interview..

Well, nothing to say lo. We had to say sorry we don't want liao. So we tried to call that BLOODY Alex. Phone busy... Then we walk around at yishun lo. Later on called Alex again he never picks up. Abit pissed, so use sms ask him how are we going to get our paid and he had yet to reply until 8+pm. Maybe need to scold him le. Since tio con liao. I hate this MAY!!!!

While we was shopping around, we went into a "Fish Shop" and i saw a fish that looks quite funny and took 2 pictures of it.

LOOK!!!!!

Side View

Front View

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

Well, the Alex didn't reply my sms. So we went to Yishun Library. To read "The Straits Times" for other jobs. Found a few. Let's go inteview again. Firstly, we called factory. There's two of them. First one failed, no-one picks up the call and we head on to the second factory. Someone picks up, the place was at Eunos. It was quite far tho, nevermind just ask about it and decide. After asking how to get there, i try to call the first factory again, *the phone rangs* and a lady picks up the call, and i ask about it again. This time it was in Jurong, nearer.

We head down to jurong next, searching for the van and asked the guy. He told us need to wear jumpsuit. *a lady pops in and ask him questions* After he replys the lady, he totally forgot about us = = so go over and talk to him again. And he ask our Age, Stay where and want 8hrs or 12hrs shift, of cause we want 8hrs. But he told us 8hrs no transport.. suddenly someone talks to him again and he ignore us again... Forget it.

We tries to call other job that we found it "The Straits Times" next. Push cart, Michelle wants it, as they only want one person. Place was at United Square, so we head down there lo. Interview was at 3+ so we had our lunch first. Here's some pictures that we took it late. We had Pork Katsu Udon and Karage Raman.

TA-DA

Oh, when we was still at jurong east, we also called another shop. A pastry shop that's not open yet. Head down to Clary Quay for interview lo 4+pm. After that walk around there. The shopping mall called "Central" so quiet over there.

Thought that will be meeting wenqi as quite near her workplace so we sit at clary quay mrt stations and start to took some boring pictures

But end up never get to meet her xD. So it's time to go home~~~

Here's those stupid pictures we took

In the train

Waiting for train

Inside the train towards jurong while heading home

Also inside the train took de. lolx

Mich says : Try to count the people inbetween our face(s)

In train i guess or is waiting train

AIYA

See WHAT?

Trying to act cute la

@@

Emo?

MICH: SAY CHEESE

The pic i like most =D same goes to michelle

Inside the SouthEast line train

THE END